Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Journal Entry #83 - Life Progresses Upward


JOURNAL ENTRY #83

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: May 21, 2025


TOPIC:  Life Progresses Upward


After experiencing the bottom of the barrel with life for five (5) years in the Northeast, I came back to familiar territory with new and old people into my social networks.  When I return back to Washington, District of Columbia, the communities or locations where I felt comfortable were taken away.  I had to find a new location which the UPO sent me directly to Community for Creative Non-Violence with a co-ed security firm.  The craziest situation for this homeless shelter because it creates a violent environment to scare people and I do not have time to sue/civil suit every single officer performing illegal tasks or pushing the law to the limits.  The security officers were literally acting out all the actions I was fighting against in Massachusetts.  Thank goodness I was able to find my apartment soon enough because it was a clear crash course to go buckwild and hurt the unauthorized hitting and send it back directly to them.  I never saw the limits of special police officer pushed so far until this experience.


I had to find my medical care and begin the process of reestablishing my care with Washington, DC.  One very different change in life I did was to look for help within the African-American/Black community.  I rejoined Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity, Inc. financially and reconnect via Mu Lambda Chapter.  It was good to meet the brothers.  It was good to see the variety flavors of black men and the openness of joking, taking care of business, and topics that were taboo when I first joined.  With Future Business Leaders of America-Phi Beta Lambda, this organization surprised me to ask to apply and volunteer State Director.  I volunteered for the first time to score scholarship applications on the collegiate level.  I really enjoyed reading the parts of the scholarship application.  The contribution felt good for my first national convention conference.  I also applied for a chair position in the United States Association of Track and Field (USATF), which was a first to get involved in the internal workings of the organization.


I met with Washington, DC Office of Disability Services to establish vocational rehabilitation services.  Thank goodness for good recordkeeping was helpful for the process.


I joined the Vegan Meetup group.  I attended the group movie called Mission: Impossible with questions and answers with the CEO of Impossible Foods.  I love the Impossible Whopper at Burger King.  I tried some of the sample plant based products, such as the sliders, skewers, and sugar cookie.  I attended another event in Virginia which was a potluck.  It was good and all my sweet and plain baked potatoes are gone. 


My medical and health care transitioned back to Unity Healthcare and George Washington University Primary Care System.  It was interesting how GWU was connected to or gained access to the same medical and health system used by Boston Medical Center.  It is good thing to alleviate some of the stress of continuously retrieving my medical records from place to place.  I still keep it for my records.


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I am still in litigation with Pine Street Inn, Longwood Security, and Jet Security plus eleven (11) individuals.  It took a minute to organize the Sheriff service, but I understand why they are involved.


I went to Boston for the Collins vs Kyambade, General Motors, Progressive, Simon and Simon, Morgan and Morgan rule hearing.  It was good defend my point of view in person.  I met an airline flight buddy on the way back to Washington, DC.s  Most of the Defendants were granted their motion to dismiss.  This is a very crazy country for not being able to sue the manufacturer, insurance company, or any parties involved with vehicles hitting pedestrians. 


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I ran in Washington DC's 5K Running Event on New Year's Day in Anacostia Park.  I had a job interview with VivSoft.  I ran in my first DMV track meet at the Prince George's Sports and Learning Complex.  I finally got the title of a future book to write including the chapter outline.  I purposely missed the doctor appointments in Boston at Boston Medical Center and Massachusetts General Hospital.  I learned that my primary care physician from Massachusetts General Hospital was leaving the primary care group.  I established care with GW Primary Care (Blue Cross Blue Shield and Medicare) and Unity Healthcare (Medicaid).  Washington, DC PARIS group or Medicaid investigation had the balls to come after me talking about fraud in South Carolina, District of Columbia, and Massachusetts.


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I taught a strength and bootcamp class, and completed my transfer from Boston Sports Club gym to Washington Sports Club gym, but now all the gyms are labeled New York Sports Clubs gym. I started looking for rooms in Facebook marketplace and Craigslist.  Facebook marketplace had the most interactive response for rooms.  I went to 1731 Kenyon St NW first.  I ran in the USATF Potomac Valley Association Masters Indoor Championship meet at PG Sports and Learning Complex.  It was a decent meet.  I did not achieve my best because for the past three months my biological or physical body hormone ghrelin decided to help put back on 30 pounds I loss.  It is hard running with all the fat or weight gain.  My Unity Healthcare doctor claimed obesity and now I am researching an alternative way to lose the weight without resulting to Wegovy, semiglutide, GLP-1, Zepbound, Ozempic.  The heavy duty physical activity is now limited to just two or four hours a day instead of twelve hours.  The next open house I visited was 1714 Montello Ave NE.  1714 Montello Ave NE discovered something on my background check regarding the New York tax lien that happened a decade ago.  I requested a copy of my report and kindly called the State of New York for a certificate of disposition regarding the paid tax lien.  I tried to tour an apartment at Carver Terrace, but the listing was not true or they did not have any apartments available.  I attended open house at Rockburne Estates along with Patriot Realty Management Company. 2627 Jasper St SE was the first application I put in for low income housing and it was the first to delve deeply into my personal life and finances.  It was in comparison since I have never rented in so long.  I only remembered for market rate apartments or rooms I only had to submit to a background check, credit check, and paystubs.  I had to let and argue with 2627 Jasper St SE Patriot Management Company what happened with Boston Housing Authority and New York City Housing Authority recent events involving people personal information including banking statements, etc.  DC Housing Authority close or suspended its waitlist.  Flats on the Hill was a former SplitSpot property so I did not pursue that one.  Capitol Park Plaza and Twins guided me into the apartment with ease on filing through the Low Income Tax Credit Program, but now the landlord has the building up for sale at $85 million dollars.


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I am still attending Microsoft Advertising Conference calls and applying to all my advertising accounts including Google.  I attended the DC Meetup of the Chinese Lunar Parade.  I had a job interview with OneLife Fitness, which also had a Crunch Fitness location.  Crunch Fitness in Boston was ready to interview me, but I already had moved to Washington, DC.  I attended Mu Lambda Super Bowl Watch Party and it was very fun and enjoyable.  I taught a cardio dance/Zumba class.  I was able to suspend my Zumba membership for three months and was elated how easy it was, but they still charged $10 for freezing the account.  I found my new psychiatrist.  I am attending SCSUNAA Quarterly Meetings. Unfortunately, I do not have a travel budget to attend the SCSUNAA National Convention in Charlotte, North Carolina NOR Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity General Convention in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. SCSUNAA did recognize me as a Life Member and plan to honor Life Members at a luncheon at the convention.  Capital Park Plaza and Twins started formulating a Tenant or resident meeting to address concerns of the tenants and discuss the transition to a new landlord. I taught a total body conditioning class at the gym.  I still workout all the major and minor parts of the body, but my routine is not as structured as when I was using Bodybuilding's BodySpace app.  I went to a Meetup Mardi Gras at the Wharf.  The meetup group started at the ZOOZ, watch the parade, and then end up at various stages of music concerts.  I completed another Shuffle Dating moment.  I went to the Board of Elections to update my voter registration and to my surprise, they printed the card right on the spot...wow...impressive.  I anticipated the wait for my Boston Municipal Court Criminal Court Hearing.  I asked the attorney the day before on what could have happened.  The decision to dismiss happened, then I waited a week before I sent in the paperwork to seal the file.  My attorney said he could do it for a fee.  I still have in the backpocket if my CORi or Public Record did not clear.  I request my certificate of disposition from the BMC Criminal Court.  I fixed the Checkr background service.  Unfortunately, for UberEATS, they told me surrounding my NYC arrest that Uber cannot be fixed.  DoorDash gave up.   However, Uber and DoorDash surprisingly had Facebook groups exchanging people information, such as driver's license and getting around the background checks, come out at a Congressional hearing and traditional media.


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I had my very first housewarming party in a totally empty apartment.  Thanks goodness an event planner friend came through to suggest a last minute event setup person.  It was just in time. An Alpha brother, a couple of high school classmates, a graduate college classmate, and a good friend appeared, ate food, enjoyed drinks, and had good talks with each other.  I was happy to see them as them with me.  It was suggested to get plants and coverings to cover my business due to the logistics of the bathroom.  I attended University of Phoenix webinars.  I updated my profile in DC Networks.  I updated my profile in Facebook Dating.  I updated my profile in eHarmony.  All other apps got updated with my most recent HIV, STDs, STIs, and DDF status. I attended my Vegan Meetups events and potluck.  I took pictures in front of Lady Liberty taking a break or lying on her side.  I renewed my small business registration status with DC Government.  I attended my first Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity Inc Board of Directors meeting and it seems plenty of stuff going on at the top of the organization and the new general president.

I attended my first Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity History Lesson.  I attended my first Omega or funeral homegoing services conducted by Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity. DC DMV Meetup canceled the much anticipated Easter Egg hunt.  I attended Friendship Baptist Church for Easter Sunday service. Grubhub got it right and surprisingly their stuff and paraphernalia survived all my physical losses.  I only work for Grubhub once a week.  I send updates to DC ODS and DC DOES as I apply for positions to meet under making $1200 per week.  I filed my taxes and got a hefty refund I have not seen in decades.  Thanks to Federal Express for that one.  In reality and at this point of time, it is now just puzzles me that I have no reason to spend the money.  After all the wars of losses, companies begging for money, replacing the losses, and charitable causes needing money, my basic needs are met differently through government help and severe budgeting led me to never live beyond my means.  I now can say and mean, "No!" to grown adults and offers without any unfortunate harm happening to me or feeling guilty.  I taught yoga class all during the month of May.  I went to the Wharf SW DC Bike-To-Work day station and conversate with some people there.


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On the transportation front, DC DMV took away my motorcycle credential when I finally showed up with my Massachusetts license plus correct paperwork. I have to attend Prince Georges Community College for another motorcycle course.  To waste some time, I did try to seek out a similar vehicle deal like I had my Ford Expedition, but no one was budging on the price of high mileage cars.  It was very difficult to find a 5-7 year old vehicle under 100K miles for $5K without an accident.  I bought my first Trek electric bicycle for $3600 including taxes and fees plus security.  My Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is doing everything it can to protect the investment from registries to over the top physical security to render the electric bike useless.  As I mentioned from a previous blog and South Carolina Berkeley County police advice, I got a Ring video doorbell to help prevent the crazy shenanigans at my previous addresses.  Gun ownership or competitive sport is on my mind, but I am getting too much mental negative feedback on all the crazy possibilities of shoulda, coulda, woulda, and can happen.


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Eric Jerome Dickey's Business of Lovers

It was a fantastic read and so many levels of romance and sexual fantasies. Brick is so selfless as an older brother.  Andre being Andre and flying high in the entertainment business.  Dewayne overcoming his obstacles.  Mocha Latte handled Brick so well.  I want to experience the three level orgasm with myself and my partner(s). I want to know how Dewayne, Sr named two children Dewayne Junior.  It is interesting the business of sexual escorts.  I love the role reversal of Coretta, a woman, living the secret and double life.  I love the cross or intersections with other books and characters, such as Ken Swift and Jack Ellis, or Erica from the Blackbirds.


Eric Jerome Dickey's Finding Gideon

Finding Gideon was very revealing about father and son relationships and the love triangle of not knowing where you were from originally.  Domestic violence is no joke.  Being an assassin can be an attractive trait for anyone.  It is interesting to how some people have to go great lengths to discover themselves.


Zane's Addicted

It was plenty of reflection on how kids grew up.  Zane gave a good reflection on traditional marriages on marrying young, having kids so young, and how sexually marital problems start.   When you cannot change your friends' situation, I have learn let them find out for themselves.  Every single person and married people have their own problems.  Yes, I am a sexual addict nymphomaniac, but it is controlled.  No background checks on sexual partners is a costly decision.  Therapy is never to be ashamed of.


Zane's Nervous

Multiple personalities can be real.  It does relate to my blackouts.  However, my blackouts came out to reality and now reality seems to cannot handle reality.  Thank goodness I survived my blackouts.  Thanks to my security cameras showing me what I do during my sleep.  Yes, my blackouts were 5th grade, 2007-2009, and 2015-2016. I was sleepwalking during my childhood years.  At the end of the story, it does give hope for someone as unique as me to find my second wife.  To really bring an Atlanta memory was the mention of Justin's Restaurant.  I do agree too many people think they do not need counseling for any type of mental health.


Apple TV+ Loot

I tried to find a streaming show that I like, but it was hard.  I started with Severance, but that did not last 30 minutes.  I did find Loot with SNL alum Maya Rudolph and it was really good for two seasons.


I spent time with my dad, Tommy, and we watched Riches with an African UK cast.  It was good.


This was unexpected.  It was good to know my cousin and family, Cindy.   Last time I remember seeing her at the usual spot, Yvette and Dell's house, when I came down to South Carolina.  She was a beautiful human being.   She was kind and loving.  Thank God we lived in the same community Eadytown section of Pineville, South Carolina.  The Manley Marvell Collins family share their condolences and will grieve appropriately.  You are welcome to reach out for any emotional and moral support as we need each other to celebrate this angelic soul sent to her next phase of life.  Love you, Cindy, and the Collins and McCray clan.


I watched my usuals, such as Abbott Elementary, Amazing Race, Grey's Anatomy, and Bold and the Beautiful.  A new daytime soap with some memorable and known cast members, Beyond the Gates, caught my attention and starts very strong.

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Tuesday, December 27, 2022

Journal Entry #70 - Taking the Dangerous Path of Self-Defense - Physically Defending Me - The Warning Talk - Grabbing Ass (Butt), Palming Dicks (Penis), Groping Pussy (Vagina), and Brushing the Breasts (Titties) and Chest of Non-Listening Grown Adults Begins - Fighting Round 16 out of 120 Months

 JOURNAL ENTRY #70

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: January 3, 2022


TOPIC: Taking the Dangerous Path of Self-Defense - Physically Defending Me - The Warning Talk - Grabbing Ass (Butt), Palming Dicks (Penis), Groping Pussy (Vagina), and Brushing the Breasts (Titties) and Chest of Non-Listening Grown Adults Begins - Fighting Round 16 out of 120 Months


Many of previous posts and court documents alludes to physical fighting.  Unfortunately, I have grown through maturity, wisdom, patience, and do absolute nothing and let mental health take care of the issue.  It has been fifteen (15) years since I actually physically fought the people (family, friends, classmates) that I knew and who offended me in Washington, District of Columbia.  It has been six (6) years since I actually argued face-to-face with family in Chicago, Illinois.  For Massachusetts, you tried with 80-90 year olds to land the first punch along with all the other people in my blogs who tried to work it in socially and conversationally.  The senior citizens are trying to commit suicide or request their own death wish.


I am very classy, no drama scene, and very discreet.  As my previous journal entries and posts state what actions I want if people offended me, January came the month that enough was enough after a year and a half in Massachusetts.  I initially accepted it as a cultural situation, but the emotional background that came with each offending assault to me was not nice.  This is what families and church tries to protect people from what is really happening in the real world.


My approach to physical fighting as in to hurt someone takes this.  Fighting Round One (1) with accidental or purposeful touching gets a pass and the Warning Talk.


The Warning Talk consists of telling you what you did and how you did it, showing what you did it and how you did it, telling you that I suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder regarding touching, and eye-to-eye/face-to-face telling you, "Do not touch me!"  For some people, I perform the action of grabbing ass (butt), palming dicks (penis), groping pussy (vagina), and brushing the breasts (titties) and chest of the non-listening grown adult. The action is done so fast that no one will ever know.


Fighting Round Two (2) if it is the same person that does physical assault, my touching and sexual assault advances forward along with a statement saying, "Do you remember what I told you?"


Fighting Round Three (3) if it is the same person that does physical assault, my touching and sexual assault advances forward along with repeating, "The Warning Talk" and everything you already done.


Fighting Round Four (4) if it is the same person does get your ass whipped just like I do family, friends, and classmates, but since we do not know each other, my anger is bigger than the universe so I may break a few bones and give an alternative future than being your normal self before I met you.


All these actions started in January 1, 2022 with email communication and postal mail communication to the directors, executive boards, security groups, etc.  Federal Express got their notice March, April and May 2021. St. Francis House and Pine Street Inn staff members got a taste and the homeless community got a taste.  I did start recording the dates, times, physical description, location, just like a normal former security guard incident report.  


Initially, Pine Street Inn did make a change of security groups from Longwood Security to Jet Security.  Pine Street Inn Staff stopped after they started seeing Fighting Round Two (2) and Fighting Round Three (3) advances, but I am not seeing the offending staff as often as a daily basis.  Longwood Security got out of the contract and left Pine Street Inn.  Homeless community members that offended me I never saw again.  St. Francis House staff still in place and I do not attend the shelter as often, but they have listened and made sure no problems happened.  Allied Universal (my former employer (Barton)) left St. Francis House, and has no recollection of my employment history since it was the 1990s-2000s.  Planet Fitness staff and members just stayed away or left.  Crunch Fitness staff asked for consent and permission.  Boston Medical Center staff asked for consent and permission.


People that offends me in Fighting Round One (1) and "The Warning Talk" flees or avoids me at all costs. This process is still happening as of today in only Massachusetts so far.  Massachusetts so far only seen within the homeless community that random fighting happens with random people that happened to get pissed off by anything.  I have seen arguments everywhere.  I only seen random fighting in the nightclubs or the television.  Another reason I stopped donating blood at Massachusetts General Hospital before I hurt that tall, African-American/black, senior citizen male for punching the bottom of my right foot.


This same information was relayed to Arbour Counseling Services Therapists/Psychiatrist, MGH Psychiatrist, social media, and BMC Therapists/Psychiatrist.


United Healthcare started sending me bills and Boston Medical Center started sending me bills plus signing up with Acciclaim or Revecore.


I got hit and assaulted by a sport utility vehicle while walking on foot to Planet Fitness as shown through my photoblogs at Washington Street. and West Street in Downtown Crossing. I had to attend my daily physical therapy through Quantum Therapy.  Boston Police advised on hiring an attorney.  I did try Morgan and Morgan, then referred to Simon and Simon.  I made a Motor Vehicle Report to send to the Registry of Motor Vehicles, police report, sent it to my attorneys, and sent it to Progressive Insurance.


I was working with Federal Express rebuttal statement to Massachusetts Commission Against Discrimination.  I also sent the television media of the copy of Federal Express situation and the illegal immigrants driving in the city hitting pedestrians.


Crunch Fitness changed my home gym from the old Medford location to new Malden location.  I did go the Roslindale location. I did a New York location when I traveled.  The community in Roslindale was totally different from Malden location...nothing bad, but a different type of diversity.


Planet Fitness and Crunch Fitness smartphone apps allowed me to track my physical fitness activities. It helped me feel connected further with the gym.


I had a new RMV Driving appointment for my driver's license. It was scary because the road test official knew the roads and I did not.  Boston Driving School was my sponsor to the Watertown Service Center.  I passed and met another Boston Driving School student. I did not know how connected my sponsor and the RMV relationship was.  It was unexpected and wow, no city or state showed me that.


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Therapy and Psychiatrist with Arbour Counseling Services topics were

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)


Mental clearness or peace

Emotional peace and fight fading away

Letting myself go


What did I learn about myself from the PTSD storm?


The old me would insert or inject myself into situations no concerning me.


The new me now only addresses situations pertaining to me only.  If people got their own crazy or problems, it is not my role to advise them or even provide my thoughts of the situation.


The PTSD storm throws back the information I already wrote or shown to people.  I personally do not have to take any action.  I only have to pause, relax, watch it happen, provide as many outlets to get thoughts out, etc.


The PTSD storm does reveal there is no need to turn back now that I discovered what life does, life is, life opportunities, life trials and tribulations, life stress.


The old me thought people stayed in the same geographical area or surrounding themselves with people that always knew them.


The new me says it is okay to travel into the unknown until I find my home, partner, new physical friends, etc., and I am not doing anything different than any other human.


The PTSD store did make me aware never ever pay for everything ever again.


Accident while on foot.

"How I Was Being Done" when I was not connected to nobody.

Weight loss 150 pounds and got to 32 more pounds to lose.

New gym research

Another journey entry and post.

Attempted dog bite teeth scratch on my hand

A finger or corn infection send by MGH Primary Care Physician and new BMC Primary Care Physician


Sexual Hookups Apps social attack on my profile returns.

Court hearing

Social Law Library

Positive thoughts

College Degrees

Boldness

It is like the 80s and 90s want to replay itself because no one ever saw it

Pine Street Inn security and conversation on how "Friend" is viewed

Email attack

New posts and photo blog

Employers wasting a good perfect day to work - I am going to train every year now

Government proposals



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Other Topics from Winter of 2021 and Spring 2022:


I took basketball photos at Cambridge community center.


I did iHealth Covid-19 tests.  I continued to test negative.


I am still doing the hard road on weight loss and running using S.M.A.R.T. goals.


I still was learning French with Busuu and getting the certificates.  I researched athletic or track teams and sporting events for my age group in Europe. I researched the districts of where possible Africans are located in Europe.


I got my Cambridge Public Library card.


I had to research for a new storage unit while attempting to cut the bill from CubeSmart. I had to give stuff away that I never used and no longer had no use for. I did not have enough time to sell the extra junk/stuff.  It made me think New York or European like to live smaller.


I played with Apple storage options.


I renewed my United States of America Track and Field membership, and Potomac Valley Track Club.


I worked on my letter to the United States of Congress explaining to them everything that was happening to me as my last hurrah.


I corrected getting my physical Master of Science and Master of Business Administration degrees from DeVry University Keller Graduate School of Management and discovered Parchment is the new online education service for transcripts and electronic version of the degrees.  I attended webinars with the school.


Strava started showing the science of shoe mileage.  Nike started stating the science behind shoes too.  It is new information, but pertinent for walking and running.  This is why I buy Dr. Scholl's to extend the life of one pair of shoes after 500-600 miles to 1500-2000 miles.


I started getting reminders to renew my System of Award Management (SAM) contractor profile with United States Government/United States Department of Defense.


I planned my year of traveling to South Carolina, Georgia, and New York for celebrations and needed getaway therapy.


United States Department of Education approved my FAFSA and produced my Student Aid Report (SAR) for 2022-2023.


NASM AFAA performed the job guarantee benefit with the gyms I wanted to be employed by Crunch Fitness, Equinox, OrangeTheory, and Lynx Fitness Club.  All of them said, "No," so NASM AFAA refunded my group fitness certification money, thus giving me a good trustworthy feeling to continue with other health and fitness certifications.


I participated in the NBA All-Star team selection. Most of my selections were the Los Angeles Lakers (Westbrook, Davis, James, Anthony) plus Stephen Curry, Kevin Durant, Antetokounpo, Collins from Atlanta Hawks, Rose from New York Knicks, Harden from Brooklyn Nets.


I participated with New York City Civic Engagement Commission on various projects with my Chelsea and Manhattan community.  It was all online.  It was different so I researched the European countries and see where that idea came from.  I updated my New York City profile with pictures and information.


Boston MBTA CharlieCard offered a benefit of connecting my CharlieCard with Pedal and Park facilities located through the MBTA (T) system.  Yes, I took advantage even if I did not have a bicycle at the moment.


I had plenty of doctor and therapy appointments with Boston Medical Center, Massachusetts General Hospital, and McInnis Health Group (Boston HealthCare for the Homeless Program).


Remember, my previous posts stated job interview for executive positions in education - Nyack College was the first one of them and LaGuardia Community College was the second one.

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Wednesday, March 09, 2022

Journal Entry #59 - Dangerous Sex...Fighting...Angry Touching...Assaults...Scams Galore

 JOURNAL ENTRY #59

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: October 1, 2020


Topic: Dangerous Sex...Fighting...Angry Touching...Physical Assaults...Sexual Assaults Begin...Scams Galore


As I settled in Massachusetts, this is an excerpt from a letter I wrote in 2022:


"The oddest thing about this situation in this state I literally, reality, professionally, personally, biologically, educationally, and fantasy have zero (0) connection to this state or the people"


My life vice out of alcohol, money, sex, drugs, gambling, eat food-to-death, lying, theft, killing, adultery, anything that you can name that is a sin...mine I discovered was sex and eroticism.


Yes, I signed up on all sex and dating lifestyle apps to support my open, active sexual lifestyle.  I do not subject myself to labels or a specific community because I have to fit that lifestyle.  I will never admit to who is sleeping my bed ever.  As mentioned in my previous posts, my sexuality will always be the only kept secret taking it to my grave. I have been in control of my sexual experiences for a long time since puberty as stated in my previous posts.  The latex condom, dental dam, and other physical protectors have been a huge part in my life decisions and kept me 100% safe from Human Immunodeficiency Virus (HIV), Sexually Transmitted Diseases (STDs), and Sexually Transmitted Infections (STIs).  I have always checked or inspected my partners private areas and body, and my own private areas and body for any possible openings.  I do have the HIV/STD talk with potential partners and simply took their text or verbal word for it.  I was on Truvada, but the people in Massachusetts was h*ll-bent on having raw or bareback sex.  After sex deprivation from South Carolina and pandemic, Massachusetts tried to make up for it.  It was a wide range of ethnicities and races.  Of course, I did not disappoint.  Then pandemic weight started getting to me.


On the dating site and sex apps, I gave a variety of looks with mask on and mask off.  I did not hold back on how I perceived the moment of sex and flirting.  However, Massachusetts had a unique crazy game to make you or me angry.  One young person would send the xxx-rated pics (never meet), an older person comes in trying to be your sugar or generosity to gather your personal information and banking information (never meet), then you are presented with someone your actual age to have sex with - all happening at the same time.  Then life started getting again because I was not adhering to any rules about the pandemic other than getting tested and wearing masks because people needed to held and touched sexually.  Life did not like what I was saying or doing to the people so disappoint of no-shows, wasting time, wasting energy, and traveling to nowhere was a way for the angry people that did not like who I was, ability to travel to their location, and get back at me for the choice they made for their lives.


Starting with homeless community and regular people in general, dapping or pounding hands or elbows was a way to show love in other states.  Other people and I started this process, but with Massachusetts, an angry emotion or feeling came behind it.  So I started employment at Federal Express Logan Airport, with my training class, Claire, Crissia, Camila, and another guy, started chatting, phone calling, and texting each other also hugging.  I attempted to begin social networking similar to what I have done with similar jobs, employment opportunities, groups, and teams.  However, some lessons learned from previous experience is not to do everybody.  I never provided any information of where I was from other than I started the FedEx process at Washington-Dulles Airport and never worked there, and I moved up from New York City.  So the work begins, I start working on the warehouse floor alongside the warehouse belts.  Guess what started?  Everyone or at least plenty of people started swiping my ass, dapping with anger, punching, etc.  Initially, I took it a hazing the new employee into a new enviroment.  After starting working on the floor and trying to get to know people via a face-to-face conversation, the phone communication with Claire, Crissia, and Camila stops.  I personally did not state anything to defend myself at that particular time or run like a kindergartener to my manager telling everytime someone assaulted me.  If I did, then just like today, I would be terminated or fired for telling or correcting the situation.  Winter season has started and I stayed at Southampton along with its (BPHC) own anger issues, rules, procedures, etc., and I only gave limited information for intake.


I start the process with Boston Housing Authority for housing.  Section 8, voucher housing, leased housing, and/or public housing applications were the first time to complete the entire process online, but the response was a 5+ year waiting period for a one or two bedroom.  I applied for a two bedroom, but went through the get know process when the opportunity was coming up I gave up all the information they wanted and did not want.


The Boston Public Library was still closed to the public, but allowed library computer appointments to use the computers.


I attended a University of Phoenix Town Hall Engagement virtual meeting.


I went to my first MassHealth Dental appointment.  The business was Asian.  The x-rays were taken and simple to hardly anything was done for cleaning.  There was no polishing.  I was told I had an infection of another tooth.  In what public insurance provides, there was a big difference from Whitman Walker on Washington, DC Medicaid (full length red carpet) versus Tower Dental on MassHealth Medicaid (1/8th of red carpet). Upcoming story on how all the dental community never really wanted to clean my teeth, but create other work instead.


I started my therapy sessions telling everything from the beginning to the present to the future.


I had my first HIV/STD Appointment at the Massachusetts General Hospital at the Sexual Health Clinic.

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Tuesday, July 05, 2016

Journal Entry #2 - US Dept of HHS and SSA - Talk About Family, Healthcare, and Sex

JOURNAL ENTRY #2

Name: Manley M Collins
Social Security Number:  5 7 9 - * * - 6 5 4 1
Date of Birth:  06/21
Place of Birth:  Washington, District of Columbia
Country of Birth:  United States of America
Date: June 22, 2016

Department:  United States Department of Health and Human Services
Topics: Family, Healthcare, and Sex

Family Report

Credit Given to Barbara A. "Sherry/Cherry" Collins Jones Butler
Credit Given to Ruthie Mae "Sibbie" Collins Rock President and Jacob President
Credit Given to Thomas H Nelson Sr and Gertrude Nelson
Credit Given to Samuel Mack Sr
Credit Given to Annie Collins
Credit Given to Laura Too/Tew
Credit Given to his five (5) fathers or daddies "Willie Beamon, Ronald Reagan, Tommy Hilfiger, Dexter Manley, and Anonymous Alleged "Rape""

The Collins Family - Mother and paternal grandmother graduated from Central High (now named Cross High). Mother ventured her way to Washington, DC.  Some of the trips I heard she kept bringing food from South Carolina to DC because the city was expensive.  Mother was a traveler.  Mother played with the men through the phone book, and dated the men until she became pregnant at 3900 4th St SE, Washington, DC.  This became a new experience for her. She had along with two of the five (5) fathers present during the pregnancy and birth. Research Question: Who is the baby daddy?"  One of the five (5) fathers took credit if I was he the father place him on the birth certificate. Another daddy took the pictures with him and went through the rigmarole of child support.  Of course, this is an unfortunate situation.  Mother took me everywhere, took Sears family photos and sent them to most of the families.  Mother sent me South Carolina for summers and birthdays with grandmother; in which, everything was celebrated in the green house.  The green house held five generations of the Collins family and the home was built on Rural Route 1 Box 181, now 285 Big Woods Road, Pineville, South Carolina. The green house was built by US Army soldier Benjamin Collins.  As a child I saw a family member named, Titty, in a mental hospital chewing on her tongue and she was old, I do not remember where, but it was important to family to see her.  At the age of 5, things started changing because my mother met her first serious boyfriend.  Her boyfriend (one of the fathers mentioned and a US Army soldier) took her h*ll because he did not want to work and wanted to take from her as the independent woman.  However, the relationship was tumultuous.  Her corporal punishment beating me with extension cords, switches, and belts.  The relationship produced two sons.  I took punishment for not being his, but he did take the time to show me how to read and write.  This begins the crazy shuffling of the kids. At the time of the adults fighting, the kids were sent to his family, her family, and my known family at the time. It was a time between DC, Maryland, and South Carolina.  Please note the first wedding between him and her was at the green house in South Carolina. In the green house already lived grandmother and her boyfriends, my uncle, and all of us.  My uncle got married and moved into a single wide trailer next door.  My grandmother got married and move into a single wide trailer in Cross near her husband's family. So the green house was solely left to us (mom, 3 kids, and her husband/boyfriends). Mother had a best friend and my godmother, who named me Marvell.  The godmother/her best friend came to the house or the church every time they made a trip down south or Walt Disney World. Mother held different jobs, different Ford/Mercury cars, and took us to a variety of churches.  Growing up in South Carolina, the Collins had an area called Collins hill, which means every Collins was in that area.  Mack family was there, Glover family was there, Wigfall family was there, Halls family was there, Britton family was there, and Gordon family was there.  Most of these families had probably five (5) to nine (9) children, but spewed only two (2) to three (3) offspring.  We all hang together when we went to the store, rode the school bus or school trips together, fought each other, played with each other, went through the nearby fields to pick the corn/sugarcane/peas/string beans, ran against each other when the road was pure dirt, celebrated birthdays together, and same school together.  During puberty or teen years, I was the aggressor to finding out what body parts do (mother seen the evidence, but I never told because I did it) and rebel to do whatever he wanted to do.  The church girls were the aggressors to me, and I was the aggressor after the babysitters.  I came very close popping out those kids at a young age, but sex education took over.  It was fun. My cousins, brothers, and I climbed trees near the green house and one brother broke his leg.  We had fig and plum trees around the house.  The yellow plums were good.  I did not eat fig, but I squeeze the white stuff from them.  Grandmother made homemade wines from the plums.  We had plants everywhere. We had a matching green pump house.  During the good times of the holidays, mother tried to send us to the room to avoid seen the packages travel from car to her room.  We had huge family dog named Lady.  We had cat that kept having kittens named Sheena.  As kids, PETA would protest for animal cruelty for my brothers and me testing the cats or kittens for an animal endurance test to see if they had nine (9) lives or land on the feet for tossing them in the air when they grew big enough.  Please note the green house lasted until my 5th grade year right after my first faint/blackout and seizures.  Mother had her nervous breakdown in the green house too.  Mother did have plenty of other South Carolina friends too many to name.  The green house burned down by fire unexpectedly and mother fainted/blackout at uncle's home.  This was our first major family materialistic loss because it was everything.  Mother was strong enough to purchase a brand new home and single wide with the help of another working boyfriend while divorcing the first husband. Life was good and the single wide moved so made places near the boyfriend's mother, in the place of the green house, and lastly rested across the street. Again, life had no knowledge of communication devices or computers.  The strength of black power still lingered through his growth.  The Prioleau family during family reunion and holidays came down from New Jersey by chartered bus piled all into our house.  My brothers, cousins, and I grew accustomed to the floor.  We had no history of slavery per say because all the families mentioned earlier were distributed land/real estate and maintained by USDA (white male/men with a tractor and we knew the family).  Through my Ancestry DNA, it is believed that we did come in through the port of Charleston, South Carolina.  Sometimes when times were rough, we did the free lunch program at different churches, food stamps when they were paperbacks, and receive the food distribution of the USDA's large block of government cheese, oily white can of peanut butter, and other stuff.  Hurricane Hugo came and took the brand new home with everything again. Another tough moment when Cross High became our shelter.  At the time of Junior/Senior year of school, changes started happening I had problems with authority figures especially stepfather, who kept rubbing it in that I did not know my father/daddy. In 11th grade, my mother told me the story about the dads including a possible rape, and spoke out the name, "Yolanda/Yolonda."  My mother remember who he was, where he was and told me how to reach out to the dad on birth certificate.  The rape allegation I did not ask about that. After I learned later in life about Yolanda/Yolonda was, I sent all names and situations straight to hell.  Please note growing up the trips were reversed, I stayed in South Carolina and sent to DC for holidays and birthdays.  Since I was the oldest, most responsibility of doing chores, taking care of brothers, and sent out on family errands to beg to use the neighbor phones for calls, money in need, beat checks to bank written by mother, or fundraising for school. Thanks to the family that provided us a make shift home during Hugo recovery.  We got a used Hugo damaged double wide that stood up until it became dilapidated.  Brothers and husband became a burden than helping the situation knowing her conditions.  While stuck on black power while in Atlanta and/or at SCSU, I dislike my brothers for dating white women, and yes we fought especially after the white women took mother's vehicle and wrecked it.  Normally, the new husband/stepfather would wreck the vehicle.  I brought mother to SCSU homecoming and my graduation.  I took my brothers and her back to DC to meet the people she interacted with in her or their life.  One of my brothers talked about vascetomy/clipping nuts after having a 2nd child.  I took her, my SCSU bestie, and brothers on trips to Atlanta.  Since she did not see any kids from me at a young age and while riding to and from Atlanta, mother screamed several times saying, "My son not gay."  Mother met my mentor from DC/MD.  She passed a week before I was going to bring her to Atlanta.  She died of an acute heart attack/disease and three (3) days without her meds from SC Mental Health clinic.  There were choices made that I could not control other than the funeral.  While in Atlanta, I did think of the wrongful death suit and made a conference meeting to understand the tragedy of events. I still have to ensure that memorial is there that I recently placed for her.  My dream for the residence location was a nice home from Jim Walter homes or Dream Home Source as a vacation home.  If anyone performs any correction or action to this dream, I will appreciate it, but I corrected the Heirs of Annie Collins to see if they still want the property because my responsibility has been removed.  She was on Social Security Disability at the time and all her kids were on it.  I became a government intern, and worked the government from the outside looking in.  The loyal brands are Ford, Procter and Gamble, Farmers and Merchant Bank, General Electric, Westinghouse, Babcock, Kraft, Princess House Crystal, Wachovia, Sears, Gerber, Georgia-Pacific, JcPenney, Kmart, Walmart, TJ Maxx/Marshalls, New York & Co/Lerners, Delta's Pharmacy, BI-LO, Fingerhut, Piggly Wiggly, IGA, Kroger, Publix.

The Crawford family - My brothers and I rarely got to know this boyfriend.  He was a tall, light skinned dude.  He was non-violent and babysat us while mother was out running errands from the green house.  Later in life, I heard my first cousin were kin to Crawfords, but I am unsure where he went.

The Jones family - The stories from this family was crazy about how mother and first husband knew each other, got along, separated, divorced, and let go.  He was a short, light skinned dude. The stepfather/first husband died of tuberculosis in Howard University Hospital. I visited him several times.  We kept in contact when he was able to call me.  He would ask about his children.  He asked how I was doing.  He did care.  He ran the streets of DC and never left the streets of DC.  I brought my brothers to attend his funeral in DC.  I still keep in contact with most of the siblings (aunts, uncles, and cousins).

The Nelson family - This was one house of crazy and 300 block of Rock Creek Church Road NW.  Growing up, Mr. and Mrs. Nelson had everyone in the house (two sons - one natural, one adopted; me; and other adopted kids up to six (6) at the most).  Mr. Nelson, Sr. was military.  They did tell me all their stories and showed me all the homes they lived in DC.  Mr. and Mrs. Nelson was a make shift home for adopted kids along with the regular family.  She kept the kids I guess for a period of time before they left on their own.  She took us to Potomac Mills and other areas in DC to play together.  The adopted son, a female cousin, and I were all the same age.  This house introduced me to BET, MTV, VH1, HBO, Showtime, and a whole lot of cable television.  There major problems with the adult son, who hardly or never worked, again I only knew him from his activity in the house.  He got married and had the kid(s), and all lived in the house, but I was not there for the divorce.  They had the basement.  The female cousin had her room.  The adopted son and I stayed in the attic. The adopted kids stayed in the other two bedrooms.  The adult son after his divorce did drugs, hustled, etc.  The adopted son adopted the same pattern of hustling, but the female cousin and I always was beating up the adopted son for taking from us or grandparents. This pattern continued all the way into our 30s.  While I was making money or given money by grandparents, the adult son kept offering prostitutes from the neighborhood or drugs, and he eavesdropped on everyone's phone conversation. This adult son unfortunately passed from either an overdose, withdrawal issue, or health problem.  When times were good, he did take adopted brother and me fishing into the Potomac River.  While going with the back and forth with me from SC to DC and child support, this family was ready to keep me by taking mother to court for paternity test.  Unfortunately, mother stopped pursuing the boyfriend/picture taking father for child support. The child support father, the eldest son, bought me my first Schwinn bike and taught me how to ride.  The child support father (or father that really wanted me) took my oldest sister and I to our first Capital Pavilion concert to see MC Hammer, Oaktown 357, and someone else.  The child support father loved his family and provide me the backdrop of the days he and his musical band was practicing the basement.  The entire block knew the child support father and respected his street credentials.  I never caught if ever took from me, but he was slick and I rarely argue with him.  He is a brown skinned, 5'9"/5"10" male.  He did give me a few dollars here and there.  Yes, through most of my major breaks in my resume, this house was refuge and all his family help returned me back to health even if they hated/disliked me. My little brother was a crier and sensitive. Big sister and I supported little brother in attending his graduation from college along with other members of his family.  Yes, with the pegging issue of who is the daddy, unfortunately, we did not make it to Maury Povich, but I paid for everything and did the DNA testing.  I only know the results and still do not know who my daddy/father is.  Yes, the child support father is still in his life.  The loyal brands are Safeway, Giant, Home Shopping Network/QVC, and Toyota.

The Butler family - this was my stepfather's family. He was the baby boy.  Mother was the oldest maternal daughter, and baby paternal daughter.  He was a light skinned, tall - 5'10"/ 5'11" male.  He was a construction worker.  He enjoyed construction or blue collar work.  He accepted my brothers and me as his kids.  We stuck together. We appreciated him for providing for us when none of the other daddies did.  He did have a downfall - gambling on Friday nights.  We all knew if we did not get that check at home.  The family knew where it went.  My mother had the pseude that she was pregnant with her overgrown tummy (which runs in the family of girls).  Mother already had her tubes tied after the baby boy brother. After mother's divorce from DC and potential marriage to him, I was totally against the marriage due to the traumatizing effect of not being anyone's son or another overruling power in the house.  He decided not to autopsy mother when they could not rescitated her.  He did share the life insurance money among all of us.  Later on, I am unsure if he had any kids of his own.  We do keep in contact and he reaches out to me when he can.  He did support me that if I needed co-signer for my first car, he was there.

The Mack family - this is one entertaining family. Eleven brothers and sisters kin to mother.  The granddaddy kept all his family in rotation (road warrior) like it was nothing and visited all his kids that I can recall. On ever trip, he gave us, the grandkids, a nickel, dime, quarter up to a maximum of a dollar.  We all appreciated seeing him.  I made sure we never loss contact. Just like Facebook, I sent holiday cards, business cards, and all kind of stuff through the United States Postal service. The eldest aunt and her daughter kept in close contact.  The eldest aunt came to see me at 3222 in DC.  We had a deep discussion about sexuality and changing my name to a Mack.  She reminded me of South Carolina while she cooked dinner full of Crisco and butter, I almost puked or could hardly get a bite down.  My dietary needs changed to vegetarian or pescartarian, not vegan.  We do keep in contact.  This family is made up of government workers.  The loyal brand is Ford.

The Unnamed family (birth certificate source) - this is the remaining anger toward family that I have.  After mother told her side of what happened and it corroborated with father side of story, I am and still is angry.  Mother stated she told the father to stay away due to the new boyfriend relationship.  Crediting father stated same thing that he obeyed mother's wishes to stay away and there was no agreement between the two except last known contact.  I did make the collect call right from Harry Fish Camp's payphone a month or two before my high school graduation. I did give him credit on moral support to pop up at my high school graduation, and including me in his first wedding achieving my first ankle sprain.  (NOTE: The second ankle sprain happened at EDS/HP basketball court in Herndon, VA.)  I rarely spoke to my father because I really did not know him and he already missed 13 full years of my life.  When I started talking to him, he wanted me hit by a bus and it came close several times by CTA/Pace.  I talked him over the phone, "he mentioned having everything", and then I lost my remaining stuff in Chicago.  One aunt want me to faint so they can do whatever to kill me or abnormal recovery AND she wants to change my medication to Abilify.  The aunt that when I lost my stuff, all she had to say to me, "Could you please move?" and I would have went to other aunt's house.  In 1996-1997 SCSU XMAS break, I did come to Illinois, stayed with grandmother and aunt.  The grandmother on first meet ask me specifically, "When I was going to give her some great-grandchildren?"  The grandmother and aunt thought I was moving in with all the luggage from the airport, but they understood I was in school.  I did meet one or two family members from Tennessee.  On the opportunity on running for SGA President, I did not know what I was doing and was fundraising through all his family and the father came down harsh to say, "Do not ask his family or people I do not know for money!"  Please note the school refunds and work-study helped pay for his campaign. This family grew up on Popeye’s chicken by the largest box and chitterlings.  I could not stand the smell of the chitterlings and I did try at least one. On 1996-1997 SCSU XMAS break, he did not know the Harvey/Riverdale neighborhoods and Illinois first opportunity to know him, but I stayed close to USDA scholars and SCSU Men’s Track team members that were from the same area.  In 2005-2006, it was Illinois second time to get to know him, downtown Chicago, north and west suburbs got to know him.  We, my father and I, spoke on occasion regarding my Atlanta house and my DC house, but I missed or lost the conversation for the DC house until May 2016.  This family knew specifically of my mother's medical condition, my medical condition, and father's medical condition since 2007, but never help to prevent him from losing his stuff.  I saw all the business of the Southside (suburbs), I will never tell on this neighborhood cause they do stuff a different way, and it is funny everytime I hear "squares" I think geometry.  Another thing I learned that the family quit church or does not do church.  Most of the family are fat, overweight, and obese like a elephant and whale together.  Two cousins was okay and decent size when we were younger, but they got huge with time. I am still wowed.  Most of the male cousins are medium to slender.  Another thing one family member talked about taking out all her ovaries, fallopian tubes, etc.  The family for whatever reason mention stuff that involves the neighborhood, but does not talk to their own neighborhood as adults.  I hear and see the psychology through the homeless and certain people to keep reminding him of DC. I did realize where the talking to myself came from.  This family is made up of government workers, teachers, and nurses, but to this day, I do not know what the father did before his 20 years of real estate homebuilding/salesperson.  I already asked the questions from this family since I been coming/pursuing them (when I had money or did not have money), "do you need me?"  I am currently with this family to understand portion of his life, education, tangible experiences, and resume.  He did attend the passing of my mother's funeral.  I attended the passing of his mother's/my grandmother funeral and met more Tennessee and other family members.  This family clearly confirmed they did not know me, my mother, or anyone else.  I did take brothers to see cousin and sister when they were in North Carolina. Psychology education or tasks came out the biggest on this side of the family. We are still working through the remaining issues and communication.  Like I said before I hold the power of the courts and government paperwork to remove credit if necessary to release me from family - Illinois, Ohio, Minnesota, Tennessee, Texas, Arkansas plus surrounding Midwestern states.  All Illinois information systems are getting my emergency contact information.  The loyal brands are GM/Chevy, Walmart, Portillo's, Chiptole and Chase.

At the time of this message, critical core still missing thus impacting the following:

Paused on hold major matriarch and patriarch duties Illinois, Tennessee, California, Washington, Virginia, Connecticut.

Retain major matriarch and patriarch duties to South Carolina and District of Columbia.

Retain minor matriarch and patriarch duties to North Carolina, Florida, Georgia, Maryland, Vermont, New Hampshire, Rhode Island (New England area contains the most concentrated Collins(es) in a variety of professions and businesses that can be physically seen).

Creating pending release matriarch and patriarch duties of New York and New Jersey.

Release minor matriarch and patriarch duties of Wisconsin, Iowa, Ohio, Texas, Arkansas, Minnesota, South Dakota, North Dakota, Nevada, Utah, Idaho, Montana, Delaware, West Virginia, New Mexico, Alaska, Hawaii, Alabama, Mississippi, Kentucky, Kansas, Arizona, Colorado, Indiana, Louisiana, Michigan, Missouri, Nebraska, Oklahoma, Wyoming, Puerto Rico.

Begin matriarch and patriarch duties of Oregon, Maine, and Massachusetts (EXiT and Error #1).

Begin matriarch and patriarch duties of Canada, United Kingdom, Australia (EXiT and Error #2).

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JOURNAL ENTRY #2

Name: Manley M Collins
Social Security Number:  5 7 9 - * * - 6 5 4 1
Date of Birth:  06/21
Place of Birth:  Washington, District of Columbia
Country of Birth:  United States of America
Date: June 22, 2016

Department:  United States Department of Health and Human Services
Topics: Family, Healthcare, and Sex

Healthcare and Medical Report

1990 - Extract all fluids (blood for lifesaving capabilities; semen for procreation and pleasure).

1990 - Became an organ donor in every state he had a government issued ID or driver's license.

2015 - Extract bone marrow for lifesaving capabilities.

Birthday weigh: 168 lbs still working on dropping 21 more lbs naturally and my BMI will finally say Normal, than Overweight (Muscles).  I am still HWP.

Illnesses and Sickness Report

1st incident (2002) - Atlanta to DC move (1 year break in resume) - Depression after the 9/11 incident.  Voices occurred during high school and Atlanta, but ignored them.  Plenty of natural dreams, but visions of being here before or the playout too many historic movies.

2nd incident (2007)- post-Chicago, DC to MD move (2 year break in resume) - first significant event of anxiety and depression and his classification. Loss large items in New Jersey.  This was the first initial change during panic attacks, anxiety, depression, weight loss, no voices, split vision (see and don't see), split realism (shadows), saw the entire bible in a way unexpected, less dreams, since he was in a closed location at DOD - he saw and verified through JPASS he had secret, but sent a mental message: top secret, (he had no intention of moving from DC with his stuff, but moved away with a potential destination of NY, but landed in MD traveled from NE DC all the way up route 1 to baltimore, md heading NY).

3rd incident (2013) - NY to CT back and forth (8 month break in resume) - mini bits of anxiety, insomnia, no voices, everything was crazy. [NOTE: Completed Route 1 connections from DC all the way to Maine via car].  This reason I needed to get to NY because everything and everyone was naturally crazy.

4th incident (2016) - (3 year break in resume started June 2015) - March 28, 2016 began the 4th unfortunate bring together in the 5th break in his resume, which ultimate resulted in April 3, 2016 event.  voices returned normal, loss of serious time for six months, rampant varied emotional states, effects of all anxiety/Schizophrenia areas, push of effects from all medications, visions of dangerous events that occurred during the flight/fight stage, saw three (3) computer screens to formulate one document, he left house with his bags early Sunday, April 3, 2016 morning knowing it was hard to tote (150lbs + 45lbs + 20lbs + 75lbs + 2lbs each bag) and witnesses helped, and saw something could have been wrong, I could not speak or prevented self from speaking, coding language stating "opposite/same" to make things go, flight/fight stage walked every street/neighborhood from fullerton to roosevelt (up and down for four days - smart device with motion sensor proved this from 12 steps to 45,000 steps per day), loss of communication, interruption of sleep while on medication, water weight and stress loss (10-15 lbs loss), acceleration of crazy tasks or communication exchanges, sharing of facebook through postal service, (he just came to chicago and had no intention of moving from where he was located with unnamed family, had no location to go to move from where he was with unnamed family, but moved with remaining items (critical core) without a destination.)  After the USPS correspondence to help the community understand/know me for third time around and happening right before another court date.  Yes, I am fine, I thank everyone for asking the same time (sarcastically speaking)!


Social Security Administration (Social Security Disability Report)
Blindness  (not born this way and unable to do)

•Deafness  (not born this way and unable to do)

•Cancer    (not born this way, but was informed that unnamed family father had this, elder sister had lymphoma, and it is my backup horoscope/astrology sign next to Gemini)

•Diabetes  (born with this as with most of his family and ethnic group, but reduce all factors through dietary needs early since 2001, plenty of fitness activities, and keep sending weigh down through flushing with water)

•Epilepsy  (had one or two seizures while in 5th grade, but grew out of this)

•Autism  (not born this way, but new category)

•Cerebral palsy  (not born this way and unable to do)

•HIV/AIDS  (normally this is the default for all those who play in District of Columbia's backyard to get the government money or alternative become a leader/productive member of society)

•Schizophrenia (inherited from unnamed family father/daddy masked as Anxiety and major issue across all ethnic groups).

•Muscular dystrophy  (not born this way and unable to do)

•Bipolar disorder (inherited from mother along with hyperactivity and insomnia, and all energy goes directly to something constructive and productive).

•Major depression  (inherited from unnamed family father/daddy and major issue for current ethnic group).

•Multiple sclerosis (MS)  (not born this way and unable to do)

•Missing limbs or partially missing limbs  (not born this way, but grandmother Sibbie had a serious decline in health after semi-truck hit her ford mustang which led to strokes in hospital, and removal both lower legs/calves due to diabetes and inability to speak.)

•Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) (not military, but I could have it due to the calamity of all his life experiences).

•Obsessive compulsive disorder (not born this way and I easily started doing this one; started occurring after Atlanta).

•Impairments requiring the use of a wheelchair  (not born this way; too much safety built in)

•Intellectual disability (previously called mental retardation)  (not born this way; but no graduation from University of Phoenix could land me in this category)


Clinics and Hospitals Report (yes, he carries all this with him)

Blood Type: O+

State of South Carolina
All testing of STDs and HIV was done by Washington, DC since 1990
Trident Regional Medical Center (bloodwork and emergency room visits)
Maude E. Callen Health Clinic (vaccinations and local health issues)
Cross Health Clinic (vaccinations and family health issues)
St. Stephen Dental Office
Medical University of South Carolina (major health issues, faints, seizures)
South Carolina Department of Health (vaccinations)
Orangeburg Regional Medical Center (appendicitis - remove appendix)
LabCorp and Quest Diagnostics (drug and alcohol screen)

State of Georgia
Gwinnett Medical Center (emergency room)
DeKalb County Department of Health (bloodwork, stds, hiv testing, hepatitis vaccinations, tuberculosis testing)
Emory University (bloodwork, stds, hiv testing)
CVS/Pharmacy Health Fairs (free checkups)
Doraville Dental Office
LabCorp and Quest Diagnostics (drug and alcohol screen)

State of Virginia
Inova Health System (bloodwork)
LabCorp (drug and alcohol screen)

Washington, District of Columbia
DC Department of Mental health (treatment plan, start of medication klonopin, zyprexa, celexa)
Washington Hospital Center (emergency room for foccolitis, penicillin, hernia at toddler age, circumcision, behavioral health treatment plan, physiotherapist, psychologists, pcp, therapists, drug and alcohol).
George Washington University Hospital (emergency room for anxiety, given the shot to calm down, std and hiv testing).
DC General Hospital (std, hiv testing, tuberculosis testing)
Woodridge Health Clinic (vaccinations, pcp)
Providence Hospital (emergency room for initial and major anxiety attack)
Annual DC Convention Center Health and Fitness Fairs (free checkups)
Church Health and Fitness Fairs (free checkups)
Georgia-Petworth clinics (std, hiv testing)
Planned Parenthood (std, hiv testing)

State of Maryland
MedStar Health Franklin Medical Center Baltimore, MD (emergency room)
Sheppard-Pratt Psychiatric Ward (two week stay and recovery - treatment plan and starting medications)
State of Maryland Department of Health (Social Security Disability denied due to age, health, education, and work experience).
Hyattsville Dental Office
LabCorp and Quest Diagnostics (drug and alcohol screen)

State of New York
New York State Department of Health (bloodwork)
Men's Bath House (non-participant - std and hiv testing)
Mobile Health and Fitness Testing Vans (std and hiv testing)
Chelsea Dental Office
Manhattan Mall Dental Office
Planned Parenthood (std, hiv testing)
LabCorp and Quest Diagnostics (drug and alcohol screen)

State of Connecticut
Starling Physicians (formerly Connecticut Multispecialty Group) (bloodwork, maintenance of all treatment plans, switch from Zyprexa to generic olanzapine, switch from Celexa to citalopram, vaccinations, pcp).
Hartford Hospital (standby facility)
Manchester Dental Office
LabCorp and Quest Diagnostics (drug and alcohol screen)

State of Illinois
Belmont Medical Center (State of Illinois Department of Health)  (std and hiv testing)
Northwestern Memorial Hospital (emergency room #1 for April 4, 2016)
Rush Medical Center (outpatient appointment for April 5, 2016)
University of Illinois Chicago Health and Hospital Center (outpatient appointment for April 2016, pcp, vaccination, bloodwork, std and hiv testing, managed care plan)
University of Chicago Hospital (emergency room #2 for April 2016; x-ray from previous visit, and validation that he was fine or okay in April 2016)
University Dental Associates (Invisalign experience #1)
Planned Parenthood (std, hiv testing)

Medications Report

All medications on file with CVS/Pharmacy, Rite Aid, and Walgreens/Duane Reade.  Doctors and medication pamphlet confirms an ultimate consequence of taking Olanzapine is Death because the slowness/slow down of muscles.  Treatment plans are to ween off the medications or take as little as possible.


Insurance Coverage Report

Normal carriers are Cigna, Blue Cross Blue Shield (Anthem and CareFirst), Aetna, and UnitedHealthcare.

Injury Report

Every doctor, psychologist, or therapist asks the questions, do I want to harm or hurt someone? I kept saying NO, but as of April 3, 2016, this is what I want to waste some taxpayer dollars.

State: Illinois
Facility:  Boxing Ring
Size:  NFL or NBA sized white male AND/OR craziest tattooed white male without PTSD
Harm or Hurt Type of Person (one from each):
Department of the Navy (Monday)
Department of the Army (Tuesday)
Department of the Marine Corps (Wednesday)
Department of the Air Force (Thursday)
Department of the Coast Guard (Friday)
Time Allotted: 1 Hour
Type of Fight:  Boxing, MMA, and Wrestling until we are tired achieving no injuries.
Purpose:  Beat dat ASS for helping him lose his stuff.

State: Virginia
Facility:  Front yard or living room
Size: Any uniformed or non-uniformed male or female without PTSD
Harm or Hurt Type of Person (one from each):
Department of the Navy (Monday)
Department of the Army (Tuesday)
Department of the Marine Corps (Wednesday)
Department of the Air Force (Thursday)
Department of the Coast Guard (Friday)
Time Allotted: 30 minutes
Type of Device:  NERF Super Soaker or Nerf N-Strike Mega Series Rotofury Blaster
Instructions: Dart Bullseye is big as hand placing one the front and placing one on the back. I will try not to hit the eyes, but pelt everything else.
Purpose: I am angry/furious and each department deserve the pelting.

State: Virginia
Facility: Front yard or living room
Size: Any uniformed or non-uniformed male or female without PTSD
Harm or Hurt Type of Person (one from each):
Department of the Navy (The Next Monday)
Department of the Army (The Next Tuesday)
Department of the Marine Corps (The Next Wednesday)
Department of the Air Force (The Next Thursday)
Department of the Coast Guard (The Next Friday)
Time Allotted: 30 minutes
Type of Device: SAG-AFTRA prop knife or NERF Cushion Swords
Instructions: Stand still while I do fencing or poking.
Purpose: I am angry/furious and each department deserve stabbing until I keep spelling out my name that you talk to me straight like an alien.


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JOURNAL ENTRY #2

Name: Manley M Collins
Social Security Number:  5 7 9 - * * - 6 5 4 1
Date of Birth:  06/21
Place of Birth:  Washington, District of Columbia
Country of Birth:  United States of America
Date: June 22, 2016

Sex Report

Like Salt and Pepa with Spindarella, "Let's Talk About Sex." Color Me Badd "I Wanna Sex You Up." R. Kelly "Bump and Grind" or "Sex Me Part 1 and Part 2"

The ranking of the squads or people environment.
1. Department of Defense - you can not beat looking at these men and women everyday in uniform.  Out of uniform is just as nice. If it is their one task to make love or sex, it will create a pound of cum from them and I combined.

2. New York Police Department - seeing all the graduates from the police academy, I think about 1,000 per month combing through Harlem and accidentally bumping into them at every Starbucks. These Italians, Germans, European, and Puerto Rican men and women are wonderful to look at and snap pictures with.  Other minorities I see you too, but these are the most standouts on or off television.  Anyone talking with the New York twang accent makes me hard often.  Love hearing and talking to the Europeans, especially the Brits, in the community.

3. San Francisco Police Department - I only caught a glimpse of the Asian and European male officers, but what I saw was not bad given the entire community of Boystown was hot.  Seeing the short Asian women do fashion and stilettos makes me want to lose my religion.

4. Washington, DC Metropolitan Police Department, US Capitol Police, and all security officers - yes, I love talk to you all everyday just to talk and look at you.  Ogling all your goodies back and front.

5. Connecticut Police Department - I was surprise to see an actual black officer on the squad he was not bad looking.  However, it was fun watching all the officers work and talk.  New England boys and girls are hot to watch do fashion and stilettos.  Manchester, CT or Hartford, CT were too smart and would not take the risk with me, but I will ride with all them on the MNRR and CT Transit.  New England married men and women are the hottest to go after with all their German car driving. New England/New Jersey Asian Indians are hot when they nicely built and they do not even play any American ball.

6. Hotlanta (Atlanta, Georgia) - yes, all the imports, exports, and natives hottest blacks and latinos anyday - all sizes especially all the b.ball/f.ball players or track runners.

7. Wisconsin - I have never seen such gorgeous cornfed and cow herding European males.  Females not so much - it just seems life hit these women hard.

8. South Carolina - yes, for people my size. It is fun to play with people you know and hear the country accent or country.  I am the aggressor, my apologies if I confused anyone.

9. Brazil - yes, yes, yes...hot!!! Enough said!!!  Oi!

10. London - hot, I am still working on slimming down some more to fit into the entrance of your lofts, flats, bungalows, etc....LOL!

11. Italy and Toronto (tied) - Men and women dressed to a tee (or women in shorts and heels just to get coffee and expressos).  The homeless was even dressed in fashion.  Awesome experience. Ciao Bella in Italian. Bonjour for Toronto.

#2,738,298 (ranking last out of all states and countries). Illinois - southside thugs/thugettes (girls and boys) slender is always good to look at with a billion tattoos. Latinos have some nice color tattoos.  Northside (wrigleyville) and boystown is cute.  But the cornfed boys and hottest girls came out on NFL Draft Town (week/weekend), I just wanted to pounce.

My relationship concept:

I am highly experienced sexually, know all signs/signals, etc, and very classy so I trick, whore, private entertainer, stripper mode, scandalous rendezvous before the relationship = then dump all that activity into the relationship (turn the person out) = if he/she decides to leave or turns violent, return back to normal and act like nothing did not happen and leave no trace except maybe a litter of babies.

End of report and covering his assets:  I only sleep with girls. I am a heterosexual male.  If I live with any family and since South Carolina, I do not bring my dirt home and only girls come to the family member's house.  My apartments and houses are EEO style of welcome.

End of report and covering his assets:  Please note I own the local, state, city, and federal governments; all levels of courts; and all the legal guns (NRA, FOP, SA, DOD).

End of report and covering his assets:  If you decide to tell or want to f**k me up, tell the paparazzi because all of the above will inform me and I am not going tell you what happens next faster than a lightning strike.

Jamaican Crazy, Manhattan (NYC) Crazy, (DC) Government/Paperwork Crazy, Indian Crazy, American Crazy, Africa Crazy - all mixed into one!































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