Journal Entry #82 - Boston and Massachusetts are the most racist city and state I have ever encountered...Back in Washington, District of Columbia...Yes, I went back to correct the issues that sent me to Boston...Reconnection with family, friends, classmates, teammates, and my familiar environment...The Death report of all I missed because of personal and professional concerns was tremendous

JOURNAL ENTRY #82

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: December 31, 2024

TOPIC: Boston and Massachusetts are the most racist city and state I have ever encountered...Back in Washington, District of Columbia...Yes, I went back to correct the issues that sent me to Boston...Reconnection with family, friends, classmates, teammates, and my familiar environment...The Death report of all I missed because of personal and professional concerns was tremendous.  

Yes, the Massachusetts charge stood tall while a white male judge, three white male attorneys all claim immunity for the wrong imposed me the black man especially without the who, what, when, where, why, and how on the Massachusetts charge.  You have to read the Massachusetts repetition of New York journal entry to understand the civil suit that was dismissed because the judge said they were doing their jobs.  This will continue to keep my life and the life of police always on opposite ends and never be in agreeance ever again.  Thanks to people in my social network was able to relate to the similar situation.

Yes, Commonwealth of Massachusetts was the last defendant in the Boston Public Health Commission civil suit.  Despite 112 Southampton still physically hurting homeless people, the white male judge did not fully read the case, but said to me, "Move on, you survived and you are okay."  Then allowed the Commonwealth Motion to Dismiss granted.

Now Pine Street Inn and Jet Security team of white male and female attorneys took my sole deposition and tried to fight my own words against me for telling; at the same time, never included the people that committed harassment, assault and battery, and personal injury.  But here is the list:

Pine Street Inn

Oluwasanmi Akinyomade

Ugochukwi Chikezie

Andre Davis

Ikenna Eze

Dwayris German

Henry Igbokwe

AnnMarie Smith

Sonji Strothers

Thomas Wayne

Isaac Thornton

Jet Security

D’andre Young, LKA: 1334 River St, Hyde Park, MA

Lucien Widley, LKA: 47 Herrod Ave , Brockton MA

Thomas Marcklin, LKA: 1110 River St, Hyde Park, MA

Aldo Norales, LKA: 3A Skyline Dr Apt 6, Braintree MA

James Green, LKA: P.O. Box 30061, Jamaica Plain, Boston MA

Christopher Cobuccio, LKA: 132 Colberg Ave, Roslindale MA

Nikolaos Papathanasiou, LKA: 7 Flintlocke Drive, Plymouth MA

Yvon Georges, LKA: 50 Pleasant Street, Hyde Park, MA

Don Shehu, LKA: 9 Davidson Paxton, MA

Jean Simmons, LKA: 17 Linwood, Holbrook MA

Jean Desrosiers, LKA: 218 Florence Street, Apt#C, Roslindale, Ma

Trayvon, Pine Street Inn Men’s Inn, Locker Assignment Person witnessed January 9, 2023 incident with Plaintiff and Andre, Jet Security Manager incident.

Vanessa, Pine Street Inn Men’s Inn, Employee witnessed January 8, 2023 incident with Plaintiff and Pine Street Inn Supervisor and Jet Security Employee Jean Desrosiers.

Pine Street Inn and Jet Security took a deposition and suspended the deposition for me refusing to answer questions involving 2024 changes and my future.  The Housing Court tried to be so fast to set a court date without me being present and right after the white attorneys filed for Motion for Summary Judgment.  Pine Street Inn team of attorneys and Jet Security attorney tried to mix and match plus make story spin on all the information given.

I have been apart of numerous data breaches because of system upgrades or system transitions and referred to the same company called IDX or ExperianWorks to monitor profile.  I am still getting some French emails for signing up for services.  WeightWatchers program did not seem to work for the first year I was on it logging the calories and foods.

As I arrived back to 127 Second St, Cambridge, Massachusetts from Paris, France, my roommates Alison Cramer and Emre B Hayir, landlord Meng Monde Ouyang triggered my anxiety and worry.  The financial worry in which I never had before brought me down to my knees on October 16, 2024 sending me to Massachusetts General Hospital Emergency Room, October 17, 2024 sending me Boston Medical Center Urgent Care, October 18, 2024 referral from MGH ER to HRI Hospital, October 19, 2024 - Alison sees medical bracelet and signal student loans in a small message.  Anytime Emre talks sends me pacing the house.  Meng Monde triggers my anxiety and worry every time he speaks, texts, or calls.  October 22, 2024 - ruminating thought "student loans" occurs at 127 Second St.  I spoke to Cambridge law enforcement regarding the situation and the white male cop mentioned it was a housing issue or landlord/tenant problem and if any criminal situation arose from a civil suit, they would handle it.  I was in HRI Hospital for five weeks.  HRI Hospital / Arbour Triangle provided five groups of Process, CBT, and DBT groups.  I did address the paperwork side of my student loan problem through the Total Disability Program and Borrower's Defense program.  These were programs suggested by other doctoral students or my best Atlanta friend, who did the program and succeeded.  So, I guess I will not be renting, buying a car, or any other installment loans situations for a while to save paying off my student loans.  Meng Monde Ouyang did give me half my money back through Zelle.  I did tell all of them I may file a civil suit to get the other half.  I continued talking with my social networks and fixed some of the family, friends, classmates, and teammates issues that sent me to Boston.  I tried Latuda and for some odd reason, the medication was doing something different while I was feeling plenty of side effects, such as body temperature and barely eating during the worry period 5:00 pm to 8:00 pm, and it was time to take the medication.  I went back to Zyprexa.  I did use the 127 address lease for CHAMPS and to vote before moving out.  I moved out of 127 Second St, Cambridge, MA in November 2024.  I had to cancel my superfast T-Mobile Home Internet; in which, Alison said they had wifi after I said something about my service offering. The landlord stated there was no internet or wifi offered.  The trash overflowed weekly plus recycling...I had to say something to ensure everyone was participating in household chores.  I did my once-a-month house cleaning and had the entire house smelling with PineSol, Clorox, Comet, etc.  I thought homeless people were nasty and smelly, but working roommates and student roommates (white people) are nasty and unkept, too.  The coin laundry in the basement was good at cleaning small loads of clothes.  I did file a Consumer Financial Protection Bureau complaint against this situation.

After 127 Second St, Cambridge, Massachusetts, life put me back into Southampton situation again, but I learned of the other shelters, such as Somerville Shelter, CASPAR, Harvard Square, and Lynn Emergency Shelter.  Harvard Square Shelter was doing it by lottery and I was on the waiting list.  Somerville Shelter was full and I was placed on waiting list.  CASPAR was a fun one because I did not find out what type of shelter it was until after staying there via daily lottery.  So, the two shelters remained was CASPAR and Southampton.  CASPAR is a shelter for addicts or addiction recovery, but the small community accepted others like myself and I was placed on the waitlist for potentially a permanent bed.

I was able to get my position back with Boston Sports Club/New York Sports Club, but it was interesting because my classes were schedule way late in the evenings.  I did sub for cycling, yoga, bootcamp, and total body conditioning classes.  I started my NASM Personal Training course.

I went to the Boston Landing Movie Night watching the Mighty Ducks, but stayed for the four complimentary foods, drink, and items, and did not stay for the movie.

I attended a Harvard Radcliffe Institute public event which ended up being canceled because of a group of protesters protested the person's climate agenda.

I joined Peoples Baptist Church, which was Boston's first African church.  It was mainly mixed black people with African-Americans and all the English speaking islands.  It was a traditional Baptist church.

Tend Dental and an Endodontist examined my tooth or root canal infection in under my crown.  Tend Dental gave me a cleaning that I did not ask for.  The same Endodontist applied cold to crack the brand new crown.

I went to my Cross High School 30th Class Reunion.  It was good to see the classmates that were able to make it and catch up on each other's lives.  I was surprised by seeing other family members and neighbors there as well. The Charleston Dinner cruise was great. Cross High did well to make it to the SCHSL national championships, which was held in December 2024 at SCSU Oliver C. Dawson Stadium.  I went to support and it was a great turnout.  Spiritline Cruises kept trying to make money from a group of us.  After working with customer service and technical support, I finally got the electronic photo of the class.

I took the US Department of State Foreign Officer Service Exam.  It was pretty interesting on testing the basic skills of English, Math, and Comprehension.  It was an interesting test in which it does not breakdown the amount of missed or which areas needs improvement.  I failed it on the first try.

I attended Rollerama (roller skating event) in Cambridge Kendall Square  It was fun and definitely a workout. It was fun watching and talking to the beginners up to the advanced skaters.  I fell for the first time hard backwards and my arms broke my fall.  My body did ache a little bit and could not eat until my body got over the shock.

I started substituting for group fitness instructors.  A couple of new fitness classes I selected are cycling and bootcamp.  Each class had its own playlist and workout.  It was fun.  Some days I got ill a few days before the class then I had to reopen the substitute job for other subs to pick them up.  My attendance for Zumba was low with one or two persons per class in the new timeslot at 7:30 pm.  My bootcamp class was attended with regular two people at the 5:30 pm timeslot.

I participated in my first 5K of the year. From the USATF website, they promoted Paddy's Cambridge Classic 5K and in honor of someone.  Paddy's was a small pub and bar located in Cambridge for decades.  It was super European white Caucasians and not one minority in sight.  The 5K was diverse with a variety of runners.  I ran without or little warming up and felt the consequences after talking to a doctor about it.  He prescribed 500mg of Tylenol or acetaminophen. I only take it as needed.  The doctor states the back muscles soreness should go away within a week.

I started therapy sessions at Thriveworks and for the female therapist to state she cannot handle my mental concerns.  This was a first to start hearing mental health professionals stating they cannot handle my mental health concerns.  The Massachusetts Mind Center were really bad and kept switching providers and canceling appointments, etc.  Blue Cross Blue Shield offered filing grievances against all four professionals, Therapist Cherie D'Souza, Therapist Emmanuelle Ferrell, Medical Director Dr. Rashid, Psychiatrist Dr. Hashmi, Nurse Practitioner Dr. Matthew Griffin, for not providing service based on race and discrimination on disabilities.  Massachusetts did racism at its best.  It was a first for me to experience denial of medical and health services.

I visited MGH Foot and Ankle doctor due to a corn growing out from the side of a middle toe next to the big toe. I got an x-ray of the right foot.  The female doctor explained it was time for a shoe change from Nike to other brands, such as Brooks, New Balance, Altra, etc.  I have to wear new shoes and new cushions.

I traveled to Berkeley County, South Carolina from Boston, Massachusetts because it was the most inexpensive way to travel after coming from Paris, France.  I met with the Thriveworks therapist describing what happened in 2007 at work during my uncontrollable mental health concerns.  It was so interesting that what I told the therapist came true while driving down to South Carolina. I got sick in Pennsylvania with my stomach turning over and over near Philadelphia, and had to talk with family and friends to calm me down. I was on Latuda.  Latuda was giving me different side effects with a worrying time between 5:00 pm to 8:00 pm anytime to take the medicine.  My body temperature was rising to make me overheat.  My brain or mind kept trying to spin like in 2007, but nothing was left and nothing happened other than a little lightheadedness. I obeyed and did not listen to the doctors' saying come off the medicine and did not do any caffeine, alcohol, chocolate, etc. I reserved a vehicle through Expedia when Enterprise said nothing was available.  I was able to apply the rental for my Enterprise points.  The vehicle was already prepped with EZPass. I stayed at Red Roof Inn in Santee, SC with a last minute, onsite reservation.

Doctors made it clear that I was on the lowest dosage close to not being on anything.  It is very interesting with all the free time available - two events try to compete for the same date.

Massachusetts Rehabilitation Commission was going through staff turnover and finally got me an interview with the City of Boston as Library Aide (part time).  Unfortunately, I did not get the job citing that they wanted someone closer to their culture, goals, etc.  Racism at its best in hiring people.

I cancelled my doctor's appointment and my MGH primary care physician rescheduled it for later in the month.  I tried to sub for a lot of group fitness classes before I got my own schedule.  My hearing for Collins vs Kyambade was rescheduled for January 15, 2025.  However, I have cooperating with the Progressive claims team on getting the same information I provided them twice.  I met a Boston Social Running group, but have not run with the group yet...I found the group on Meetup.  I did join Dashing Whippets - Boston Chapter and did not run with the group, yet...I found the group on Meetup.  I joined some District of Columbia, Maryland, Virginia (DMV) groups.  I did interview with Events and Adventures, which they host events 30 days per month for singles.

HRI Hospital/Arbour Triangle Program was interesting because the programs and General Adult Program (GAP) Partial Hospitalization Program (PHP) was unique on providing two major meals - breakfast and lunch, check-ins with clinician and nurse practitioner.  Each therapist holds a 45-minute group and the topics covered are check-in for the day with emotions and mental health and personal issues, then cognitive behavior therapy (CBT), then diabolical behavior therapy (DBT), and check-out for the day plus open process, and a fifth makeup group if you missed the any of the four groups.  I used all of it and the people to address my issues and problems.  After five (5) weeks, I left the program.  The clinician and nurse practitioner did use their resources to get me a winter coat.  I was disappointed the clinician and nurse practitioner could not fill out the federal government total and permanent disability paperwork for my student loans, which was the problem that brought me there. In Massachusetts, I really hated being touched, assaulted, or even pounded because white people and many other races try to adopt the African/African-American culture, but do it with anger emotion.  I really hated it, and stopped fighting, and moved because of touching, assaults, racism, twisted truths, and personal injuries.  My physical body was trying to de-condition itself.  From the death report via family and friends, I really cried over my stepfather, Willie Lee Butler also known as "Bo".  I saw him in 2020 when I was in South Carolina when he stated everything was okay, but not until my phone calls and texts went unanswered in 2024, my brothers told me he passed two/three years ago from recurring stomach cancer.  I was angry when I missed my Washington, DC grandparents' funerals.

Open enrollment started for Medicare.  Blue Cross Blue Shield of Massachusetts kept miss applying payments.  After several phone calls and on the phone with the banks, we finally got the situation straightened out.  I wanted to change my plan.  I got sick and miscommunicated to United Healthcare, but they did not have any plans comparable to what BCBSMA offered.  Also, after the United Healthcare executive death versus customer/assailant's situation, it reminded me never to do United Healthcare because I was one of those customers that was denied medical and health care claims.  I am on the customer/assailant side for what Corporate America does with all its greed.

I got my MGH test results from Covid-19 and it was negative.  I canceled my AT&T parental controls account and kept Google parental controls on my child's phone.  It is interesting how Google sends out notifications as soon as the child turns thirteen (13) that he/she can select more options with their services.  WeightWatchers paid program did not achieve anything the first year.  I am at the same weight.

I bought my child her first smartphone, but through conversation I discovered she already had one. The conversations are easygoing.  One of my Illinois aunts sent me a gift card unexpectedly.  She started the giving war that I learned from my former Airbnb host.  Yes, I sent out my address because I wanted to return to 1990s and 2000s when social media was sent through postal mail.  Its kind of funny SEPTA keeps reminding me to renew my SEPTA KeyCard that I registered.  I renewed my Potomac Valley Track Club membership and United States Track and Field Association (USATF) membership for 2025.  CHAMPS, Massachusetts State Housing, tried to act like they were hurting me in stating I was ineligible for housing based on information they never asked for.  I attended City of Boston Zoom workshops on Knowing Your Employment Rights.  It was good information regarding disabilities and other areas of the workplace.  I joined Peoples Baptist Church for additional support while I was in the hospital, but the membership was short lived.  I contacted the US Department of Education Federal State Aid office regarding my student loans options presented by my friends and social media.  MassHealth ended up with new website to pay my CommonHealth premiums.  I renewed my No-IP service subscription.

I spoke and videochat with my good friend and Californian about my life situations.  It was interesting she shared about the same legal situation I had in New York City.  It was a pattern across the United States to throw threats charges onto the African-Americans (black) people.  I spoke and videochat with my good Indian friend about my life situations and his life situations.  DICE disabled my online profile because I showed the reality of jobs held by a techie or working person.  I reported harassment calls to the National Do Not Call Registry.  I signed up for District of Columbia e-Bike voucher program.  I also applied for all District of Columbia government services again.  I joined Gold's Gym again and love the facilities and fitness gear/toys after bankruptcy.  I am searching for a church home again so I attended Mt. Pleasant Baptist Church first for Sunday worship.  I got my private residence mailing address.  I got my DC Public library and Library of Congress library cards.  I got my CareFirst BCBS card, but everything will not activate until after January first.  I did apply for DC Housing via DC Housing Authority, but the customer service representative stated the waiting list was suspended or closed.  I played the MegaMillions $1.22 billion lottery and did not win anything.  The job interviews started in the government space.  In less than three days on the ground in Washington, District of Columbia, my expensive GEOX wallet was stolen or pickpocketed from my jean front pocket on the WMATA X2/X9 bus.  Thank goodness I kept sanitizing the wallet and able to lock/replace bank cards before any fraudulent activity happens.

The Celebration Bowl was awesome with South Carolina State University Bulldogs versus Jackson State University Tigers.  Delta Air Lines definitely get A+ across the board for the ability to points during check-in to upgrade my flight experience and check my bag.  It was kind of funny when the rules state one carry-on, but 85% of the flight customers had two carry-ons.  Enterprise did something funny and made me skip the desk, grab a car, and check out at the Exit.  I stayed at Days Inn next to the airport because I did not want to battle Atlanta traffic and parking.  I use MARTA and thank goodness my Breeze card worked without a hitch.  Mercedes-Benz stadium was very nice.  I saw folks I did not see in a very long time, classmates, or only saw them on social media.  I finally got my photo with the SCSUNAA Atlanta Chapter President and SCSU President as well.  I saw some of my Atlanta family and friends, but for those I missed I will make them priority on the next trip to Atlanta.  I supported Cross High School at SCSU Oliver C. Dawson stadium at the SCHSL State Championship. I am excited with what new friends and adventures awaits with eHarmony, AdultFriendFinder, Shuffle Dating, Meetup groups, PVTC and USATF, Gold's Gym, Planet Fitness, Washington Sports Clubs, and Events and Adventures group.  It has started with happy hour and attending the Live! At the Library of Congress Thursday event movie screening of Home Alone in the Coolidge Auditorium.

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