Wednesday, December 28, 2022

Journal Entry #71 - University of Pennsylvania Relays 2022 with PVTC - My Trifecta, Triangulation, and Amazing Race Triple Elimination - Chicago, New York City, and Washington, District of Columbia - Go Back? Double Negative "Non, je ne suis pas !"

JOURNAL ENTRY #71

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: April 4, 2022


TOPIC: University of Pennsylvania Relays 2022 with PVTC - My Trifecta, Triangulation, and Amazing Race Triple Elimination - Chicago, New York City, and Washington, District of Columbia - Go Back? Double Negative "Non, je ne suis pas !"


This is the beginning of heavier activity work in spring, summer, and fall.  The winter I normally hibernate and physically work on myself at the gym.  The gym practically sees me everyday as a part of my routine.  I rarely miss a day unless it is heavy day of appointments and personal errands.


Getting adjusted to a new United State is always work. 


I gave CubeSmart my release notice and asked for other locations with smaller units.  I moved into my new unit on the other side of town with less Mass-Cass type of scenery.


I expanded my Massachusetts Planet Fitness workouts and trips to Cambridge, Malden, Quincy, Chelsea, East Boston, Boston, Mattapan, Revere/Wonderland, Jamaica Plain, Burlington, Reading, Hingham, Braintree, Weymouth, Medford, Waltham, and Watertown.  I did attend my New York locations - Harlem, Columbus Circle, Chelsea, Times Square.  I did South Carolina locations - Summerville, North Charleston, and Charleston.  I did Georgia locations - Atlanta, Chamblee-Tucker, Doraville, Brookhaven.  See my photo albums for more photos.


Part of my schizophrenia wanted to search the human resources and federal laws regarding record keeping because my resume was long from actual positions, but who had a record of what puzzled me because Social Security and Internal Revenue Service had records.  The maximum number of years for recordkeeping is six (6) years.  I did send an email or request to find out, which employers had a record of me.  Another reason: It is because I was shown plenty of mental health conditions that I physically did not know and never could claim the benefit, but physically I was fine and for real suffering 100% materialistic loss from 1994-2019.  The selection of 'No disability' on my pre-hire and full background was correct, but life made me act like I was having issues without having control or knowing what I was going through at the workplace.


I researched getting Oracle and RedHat certifications because Microsoft became the prominent technology for my rise and downfall. I do not want to repeat that again. I went through my resume for all the skills I had to see what I missed or did not see.


I was planning USATF Meets.  Potomac Valley Track Club, University of Pennsylvania, and USATF made it possible for me to run in the Penn Relays in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.  It was fun and enjoyable to see my teammates and friends in the city.  See my photo albums for more photos. I did obtain a Free Library of Philadelphia Library Card, which the temporary card only lasts a year.  I rented an AirBnb.  It was super nice and very impressive for the price, but could not control the room temperature due to the cool weather.  I hung out with a friend I met during the Democratic National Convention in 2016, and we went to Ravens Lounge, Graffiti Lounge, and Marsala Kitchen.  I also attempted to do UberEats and DoorDash to see if the adaptable market was still associated with the Boston region.  I registered my SEPTA key card.


Massachusetts State Police tried to additionally direct me to the Victim Advocate Program in Massachusetts District Court, East Boston, Massachusetts.  I found out some new information between Harassment Probation Order for co-workers and unrelated people, but has to have three different incidents.  I found out restraining protective order for relatives and people related to me.  The Boston Police and Massachusetts State Police are supposed to submit charges if anything is found during the investigation.  I already got confirmation that the investigation was closed, but I tried to submit new information. Massachusetts is deliberately using time to prevent any benefit or consequences for what grown adults do.


Illinois and Chicago played the same role on stating they are not responsible for what their residents or visitors do in their geographic location, in buildings, in offices, or public transportation.


Social Security Administration approved me for disability, but I got the initial payments. I had to configure how to do the money.  They also did court ordered deductions, but they found two, when for the last ten (10) years I only saw one.  Connecticut had the original deduction open done with my presence.  Washington, DC did another deduction in 2020 after I left the city and had no presence.  I never knew that could be done.  Social Security Administration kept doing this until I spoke up about where the extra money was going.  I inquired about the SSA Ticket to Work program, but learn I only have nine (9) months to make the most money I can make while receiving the government funding.



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Therapy and Psychiatrist with Arbour Counseling Services topics were

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)


'Don't Matter' internal family message after April 3, 2016


Apple Health predicts falling (walking steadiness notification) and Doctors asking did I fall - what reality is that?


Phone as a subscription


Did not profit from any inheritance, death, lawsuit, lottery, real estate, anything I had materialistically - no chance to sell or pawn, no government check, no career, no campaign contributions to support any effort, none of my ideas or company to make a true profit, no retirement, etc.


Spinning brain centerpieces said/felt "donk" like nothing was left.


Now that the accounts or areas of life that have a former address if I was supposed to get anything is lost in the mail or went to trash.


Judge decided to respond or remand before the summons of individual defendants in the Federal Express civil suit.


Warmth again


Revealing I was the extrovert telling, showing, doing everything to everybody. Information started manually in 1990s, came online in 1999, now 2016 put everything in one place where everyone can see it, now 2022 sent small emails out to what I do and now folks paid attention...people are funny.


Sent letters to Congress and State Congress


Introspection - schizophrenia happened when I talk about a future that never happened or planned plus the physical elements of anxiety plus being involved with family or ethnic group.


'Not about you' big voice - not giving a flying f*ck who it is about


Storage unit


1970, 1980, 1990, up to 2007 never had a therapist or psychiatrist because we or I talked to people.


Gender X generation


American Scientific Bell Curve


MCAD responses and making my response iron clad.



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Transitioning from Arbour Counseling Session (Zoom Calls) to Boston Medical Center In-Person (through the Bridge Clinic - Psychiatry Department)

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)


Birth


Racism


Civil Rights


Mother 


Father(s)


What I want out of therapy?

Gain knowledge on the present classification of situations

Let go and head to Europe or what do they call it over there

BEST team said I do CCCP at DMH Solomon Inpatient, but I thought of going in November, but New York happened and I do not ever want to go.

I need a support group outpatient.

What other element of the insurance I did not take advantage of?

Meet the requirements of SSDI, RSDI, or SSI.

Find resolve and closure, and let go.

Address past realities to present day situations.


How I want therapy to proceed?

Once every two weeks

In-person is fine.


Girls

Momma's boy






















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Other Topics from Spring and Summer 2022:


United Healthcare was doing something I never seen by healthcare companies, which was still keep a plan open after no additional premiums were paid.


I was able to get my Dell XPS hard drive, but life is trying to prevent me from recovering the files.  The computer repair guy suggested how to connect the drive.  He saw the files on the drive.  I was impressed.


Pine Street Inn Longwood Security and Staff continues to physical assault after Warning Talks.


I planned my first Manicure and pedicure celebration at Dashing Diva Chelsea (Manhattan NYC).  This goes along with New York post regarding Citibank - Harassment, etc. Please visit Journal Entry 61 - Words are Just Words. I am not repeating the information, but my photo albums show more information on how I celebrated half of my birthday week in New York City.  I participated in USATF New York Outdoor Championships representing Potomac Valley at Icahn Stadium.  The New York situation took away most of my smallest of employments and others I did not expect. However, a few survived which made me rethink life or the government and courts do whatever it takes to ensure I meet the requirement of 'disability' and spend the government money instead of working for it.


I found running technology to get strides distance.


Boston Copley Library someone provided the link of getting mp3s.


I sent in a renewal United States Census Bureau application and re-assessment to the New York regional office, who manages Boston metro area as well.


I researched the various types of European Visas.


My new bank let me design my own debit card.  It was very impressive.


I visited some new gyms to prepare to shift my gym membership.


I worked for Grubhub for a quite a bit, but unfortunately I did not have a bicycle this time.  Grubhub was about showing me some the same experiences that I left them for in Washington, DC.  I had to make sure they heard how I cared about $25 order in Washington, DC that almost got me killed by a vehicle while riding a bicycle.


I updated my eBay account.


I attended University of Phoenix Inclusion Leadership Webinar.


I renewed my SAM profile with the United States Government/United States Department of Defense.


Pine Street Inn housing provided me with plenty of new housing applications to get on the waiting list for a new apartment.


I tried using SurfEasy VPN, which was provided as part of the service with my Lenovo laptop.


I registered for the RedHat Summit Webinar 2022.


I submitted an Apartments . com application for a Boston apartment.  Apartments . com did show me that their application had two sides of it, such as Apartment Renters and Property Manager.


Boston Medical Center made available that PT1 medical rides were available. I did take advantage and use the rides to my appointments to Boston Medical Center.


I planned to attend the USATF Outdoor Championships in Lexington, Kentucky. I booked the trip with American Airlines and Delta Airlines, and the Marriott, but all had to canceled for the New York court date.


I participated in the All of Us Research program so started receiving information and newsletters about it.


I registered for the BayState Games.


After the tremendous of outpouring of information and therapy, life has provided me the confirmation that I have no reason to go back.


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Friday, December 23, 2022

Journal Entry #68 - One Tough Cookie...Never Break Character, Flawless Integrity since the Year I was Born

 JOURNAL ENTRY #68

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: August 2, 2021


TOPIC: One Tough Cookie...Never Break Character, Flawless Integrity since the Year I was Born


Remembering the quote from my biological father, Mr. Manley Rochelle Nolen, "It does not matter where you are in the world." and my 2021 thought rebuttal, "You made a difference already the day you were born, life wants to see you do it."


I tried to get my money back regarding Lyft's CitiBike, but only was able to get a partial refund.  I learn the new rules regarding credit and debit cards are put in place regarding 90 days or less to get refund and the responsibility is to work with the merchant first and second tries, then the bank or credit card company for the third try.  There are most likely no refunds after sixty (60) days.


It was tax time again to file my Internal Revenue Service (IRS).  I always file it paper because it does something to and overrides the another party that files as well.


I explored WeWork office location at 200 Berkeley St. I got the full tour plus they do mail and printing, too.  They lacked storage lockers for the lower memberships.  They did offer plenty for office space and open workspace.  I explored based on the reason of potentially having another office job or desk job.  I was ready, but the job offers never panned out.


I researched and purchased Warner Bros. Mortal Kombat 11 for my PC and smartphones, and watched the movie.


I saw a new book and skimmed through named, "The Power of Habit." Charles Duhigg (he went to Yale and Harvard).  I never purchased the book because if you read through my blogs and see how I tried to be apart of them, the ivy leagues did not let me in so I began  disconnecting and stop supporting or throwing my money at the ivy leagues ecosystem.  I cannot stop all of it, but the ones I can read or see the credentials.


Boston Housing Authority Zero Income Statement validity.


I met with Crunch Fitness Regional GX Manager to possibly teaching there and the new locations.  The Regional GX Manager gave the encouragement to get NASM AFAA Group Fitness Instructor certification.  I renewed my membership with Planet Fitness, but added Crunch Fitness because of the ability to bodybuild or powerlift with higher weights and group fitness classes.  The Regional GX Manager stated Crunch did not accept IFTA certificates.


I took advantage of the Planet Fitness's Rockbot.  The staff and I had fun liking and disliking each other's song played.  I went through almost the entire catalog of songs, especially holiday themed stuff and Sunday/Saturday had the gospel. Every Massachusetts Planet Fitness knew I was in the building when I came in with Kelis 'Milkshake', Megan Thee Stallion 'Body', Justin Bieber 'Yummy', Drake 'Sticky', Shakira 'Waka Waka', or Martin Solveig '+1', 'Do It Right' and 'Places'


When Walmart is unavailable, of course, I go to the local Target in Boston or Cambridge.  CVS Pharmacy always get me with the coupons in email and on the app.


I had to temporarily serve as a process server for Defendants in lawsuits.  Cook County Sheriff's office plus ProofServe helped served the Chicago area of Defendants. I did like the electronic automation system.  ProofServe also helped served the Boston area of Defendants.  ProofServe was darn sure cheaper than ABC Legal, which tried have you make a mortgage or car payment to have someone served, thus maxing out my DiscoverCard.


I had a dental appointment with Trinity Dental, but from the dental exam I could not get my teeth cleaning because of long-term infections, but had really good tooth pulled (extracted) for one infection and still not teeth cleaned.  I was referred to a specialist for dental work I did not want to examine how get the other long-term infection (root canal).



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Therapy and Psychiatrist with Arbour Counseling Services topics were

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)


Something changed Sunday, July 26, 2021 - relaxed and released feeling

Energy up

Remembered South Carolina dietary needs


Email communications

Fitness up - meaning running for 1.5 hours and upping speeds


Negative energy all week

Relationship closure

Calculating years since last relationship

Money

New York and Illinois

Barnes and Noble Boston - Fiction largest section

Spoke with a long time recruiter - Teksystems

Email clean out and Defense Department attempting to recruit for a return

Realizing with Crunch fitness scale confirming with clinic that I am overweight


Boston Copley Square library computers go down or offline.

Almost done with 2019.

Recruiters calling for opportunities

Good week

Discovered what glucose numbers look like without fasting

Walmart errand and got so much more stuff

Walking 11-20 miles per day

Laundromat closed


Adjustment to new Caplyta medication - dizziness, nausea, little panic attack, body temperature/libido rose, then sedation.

Still able to function.

Mellow emotions


Discovered the inactive online policy drives -freeze files and delete the storage after two years of inactivity.  Same policy for email.


All this schizophrenic activity makes me upset and angry.


AT&T, Verizon, Google, and Flickr are some companies at a reasonable price makes sense for appropriate storage and use.


The Power of Habit - Charles Duhigg (went to Yale and Harvard) - is a turn off.


Victim, Supporter, Helper, Doer position is becoming annoying.


Loss of shift/job role from Federal Express for business reasons and because of extended leave.


Sexual life - parents have children, then start messing around, then get HIV/AIDS as a penalty...not a scientific statement, but based on meeting parents with children who have divorced or separated.


MGH Psychiatrist starts suggesting trying for third time in obtaining Social Security.


Chicago lawsuit

Thinking of ways to give the money back from the source it comes from

American Psychological Association webinar

Artificial Intelligence - Siri and Google Assistant

Federal Express

Harvard Business Review

Fighting for me - DOD and Federal Express

Promising future in the gym and sports world - I have never thought being a sports agent.

Cities and States

Laws, Rules, and Reality

Experienced and educated out the technology world.

Recruiters only fought to put in position and never gave feedback at the time of release for self-improvement.


New recruitment websites for freelancers or post-pandemic world

Cussing or using foul language more

Commencement no cheers - happy feeling


Reading Fortune magazine

Walgreens Boots Alliance CEO black woman Rosalind Brewer

To be a Fortune 500 CEO, you have to know someone or come up through the ranks.


Reading Bloomberg Businessweek

October 11, 2021 issue

secret Disney article to the rear of the magazine made me laugh hysterically on Sunday


MGH Psychiatrist Thoughts:

Do I have any thoughts on running for Mayor or President of the United States?


Obama, Kamala, and African-American/minority leaders are paving the way and making it more realistic.  I know I have the skills and talent to do the position, but to make it real for me - for Mayor, I need one (1) million solid supports and voters or 70% of the entire voting rolls, plus 1 million dollars to run so that is $1.00 per person.  For Governor, I need 70% of the entire voting rolls and $10.00 per voter.  For President, I need solid 100 million voters to assure the win and $100 million dollars to start fundraising, which is $1.00 per person.  This would make it realistic for me in The United States of America.  I need my education debt paid for because I cannot or plan to go to Harvard University in getting more debt.


Otherwise, my realistic plans is my reality to do France and rise through the ranks to the Elyees Palace with family and all. I am not dumb, but only try once. France is my current focus.  I can let go my rage and anger against America or the emotions created from life experiences.


After seeing candidates go into debt for position, I will never do.



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Other Topics from Summer and Fall of 2021:


With the current set of lawsuits, I started requesting audits of the cases.


My University of Phoenix commencement card came in the United States Postal Service mail.  When I got to Atlanta and saw the jumbotron, the card indicates how to introduce me on stage.  It was impressive. I went to the Sanctuary nightclub at 3209 Paces Ferry Place NW, Atlanta, GA. I did not make it to MJQ Concourse club.  I went to Atlanta Public Library and use their computers. I had a new Atlanta hairstylist who did my hair. My commencement was livestream via YouTube...so impressive.  Check my photoblogs for the actual pictures.  I did celebrate with my Rho Kappa Lambda Chapter of Alpha Phi Alpha fraternity brothers during commencement weekend.


MGH Psychiatrist starts suggesting trying for third time in obtaining Social Security.


New blogging sites, such as Reddit, Medium, and Mastodon, but they did not like repeat or already published information.  They are expecting blogs or writing with a twist, creative writing, or alternative truth.


I earned Busuu McGraw Hill French level certificates.


I researched for The Hartford Small Business Insurance again for group fitness and personal training insurance, and Small Business coverage too.


UberEats and DoorDash increases deliveries because students were returning and peaked because I hibernate during the winter. During the winter, there are no deliveries.


I began my research in VISAs to the European Union and how to make the most of 90 days to make it a one-way trip.


Apple impressed me with AppleCare program for repairing the front glass of the iPhone.  Belkin Invisiglass was very good, but was taking on a lot of beating. Belkin replaced one out of four registered purchases.  It was not cheap protecting the Apple iPhone.


I participated with Snow Companies and Gilead Advisory Board.


I did order Walmart using DoorDash.


I used UberEats to deliver my meals.


I signed up for a Cannabis Delivery Driver, but they did not allow footwalkers or bike so you had to have a vehicle with insurance.


I had to renew my Massachusetts SNAP or Food Stamps with Massachusetts Department of Transition Assistance.


I had to renew my MassHealth (BMC Community Health Plan) with Massachusetts Department of Transition Assistance.


I donated to Massachusetts General Hospital, St. Francis House, and Pine Street Inn.


I did not win the Massachusetts VaxMillions giveaway, but registered.


I had my second Federal Express Fitness for Duty Evaluation.


I participated with Centers for Disease Control VAERS and vaccine safety programs in giving feedback on the COVID-19 vaccination process.


Other organizations, such as St. Francis House, Pine Street Inn, Crunch Fitness, and Planet Fitness, tried to continue the assaults or touching after Federal Express and BPHC Southampton.  Stay on lookout for 2022 posts on how I am handling those organizations (South Carolina, Georgia, and Washington, DC know what I do).

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Saturday, March 19, 2022

Journal Entry #60 - Voting is Law

JOURNAL ENTRY #60

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: November 1, 2020


Topic: Voting is Law.



Planet Fitness and Boston Police

I joined Planet Fitness because it is the most affordable and convenient locations without a vehicle, and over 2,000 locations. The Boston downtown location was the only one in Downtown Crossing.  I tried to continue my training and conditioning based on the format of the gym.  One thing in the past I have been doing was traveling from gym to gym and not observing the culture.  With no wheels and only public transportation, it made me actually paying attention to the gym culture alongside with YouTube videos making full fun of the different types of people in the gym.  The YouTube videos were spot on the various personalities of those attending the gym.  With downtown Boston culture, I started storing my items in the Men's Locker Room.  On one evening while I use the gym locker with a lock and my post about what happened at Sports and Fitness in Washington, DC, I did my training and discovered my lock was picked or unlocked.  I was furious because I just got to Massachusetts and this happens, but I retained my wallet, smartphone, and keys on my person.  With my smartphone, I called 9-1-1 and told what happened, and what was going/planning to happen if Massachusetts continue the crazy stuff I left.  9-1-1 referred me to the police department to file a report or talk to them.  I checked my locker for any items stolen.  With my smartphone, I took plenty of pictures stormed out of the gym and went straight to the Boston Police Department closest to the gym near Government Center MBTA (T) station.  I had a discussion with the on-duty BPD officer desk clerk and we talked about what happened, and I show him the pictures.  BPD Officer mentioned if nothing was stolen, then talk to gym management. I went back to Planet Fitness and spoke with staff members on duty first.  Planet Fitness staff members stated since no general security camera can be placed in the Men's Locker Room because of a violation of privacy laws.  Then, PF staff finally tells me that it has been an ongoing problem for a long time.  PF Staff recommended using the lockers in the general gym area to be watched via the security cameras.  The issue made me upset for at least a day or two, and PTSD super cautious around non-gym users.  Even to today (March 2022), the problem of theft occurs even with posted signs and verbal warnings.  On my back, I have three different types of locks on my backpack for the variety of gym lockers anywhere Planet Fitness or Crunch Fitness exists.


Therapy topics (weekly with Arbour Counseling Services) (Most of these topics has been addressed specifically in my Journal Entries.)

My ex-girlfriends and/or dates (approximately five online and ten offline)

DMH

Education

9/11

Mom death - me serving as the new generation matriarch and patriarch

RMV

Chicago

DC

Aruba

Italy

Losses house, POD

repossessions

credit cards - Discover and American Express

information hoarding

SAG-AFTRA

It's just lunch

land property

serious relationship (details and photos come out after a man-made law completes)

mercedes-benz

NY

lawsuits

job loss

guns

hearse cars

wallet

doctoral program

being called esquire before time




Voting - Presidential election

I did request the option to register to vote when I filled out my RMV driver's license and permit.  I did request an application to register to vote from the Boston Election Department.  I filled it out and sent it in several weeks before the actual cutoff deadline.  When I did not receive my voting registration card, I went directly to the Boston Election Department at City Hall to follow up and I provided all the information they needed. The Boston Election Department mentioned they could not find my address.  I said okay, then the election came and I did my first provisional ballot.  I provided everything again including my Massachusetts Driving Paper Permit with the address on it.  The Election staff performed most of the steps to get me the ballot, but failed quality check when submitting the ballot.  I did get a receipt of the placing the ballot and a vote sticker.  After the election passed, I followed up according the weeks of when to follow up to see if the vote was counted, and called the Election Department.  The election official stated my ballot or vote was not counted because the outside envelope was not signed.  Then, I received a call a few days later stating my address was a commercial address or I had to live / attend one of the nearby colleges, such as Emerson.  Most of this process was shown during my photo blog. I was disappointed, but not angry because wherever Boston says, "No," as a resident, I know I can rely on my other residencies for voting in future elections.  However, the law is vote only once.



Thanksgiving holidays  

(I am using "they/their/them" as a pronoun so for the person to remain anonymous and gender neutral)

Thanksgiving during the pandemic was a little different and never seen before.  I am not cooking for anyone. I was eating with the homeless people at different shelters.  I was invited to spend Thanksgiving festivities at a Muslim Somalian friend and their special social circle.  This invite felt okay and weird.  It was not my standard normal invite, but I was grateful.  I tried to see others during the weekend, but it was full of no-shows thus bringing my project management and previous experiences to eliminate the bullsh*t. The friend and their cousin tried to cook.  I brought the drinks and snacks.  It was good, but not knocking the friend.  It was a literal, government-public-housing-unemployed-or-underemployed event that I have never experienced in my entire life with the exception of the extended, not-DNA-tested- maternal-side-of-the-family cousins that moved from South Carolina to Jersey City and Newark area.  I am not talking to much about the New Jersey and New York families because via my photoblog you can see in reality on how I made decisions for my families, and separating the OLD from the NEW.  Those NJ and NY families made decisions for their lives and I am a grown man making my own decision for my life.  The pictures or memories of the extended cousins of NJ and NY families were in my storage drives and taken so please note I am in no mood to see, hear, speak, or care about them.  Back to my friend, the public housing location was okay, but needs to be updated.  My acquaintance did show me how to wash clothes in the bathtub, which gave me PTSD of my African-American ancestors washing clothes in the big, round grey, metal bins.  At the time of my birth or coming to South Carolina from Washington, DC, my grandmother and cousins up their private dirt road had the metal bins. It was funny how clothes were being recycled at my friend's home.  To wash my clothes (which was not needed because I do laundry every other week), they gave me clothing from a previous guest who left items behind.  It was cool.  My acquaintance was disappointed when I did not provide them sexual satisfaction after their own internal fighting of let me do what I do or not (which went on all day and night).  I could not sleep. Their attraction to me was my body, muscles, and my role, and I was their second person to help them change roles and begin the process of them being in that role.  My acquaintance did place the coat hook inside my coat and I did not discover it until a few days later by Southampton Street Shelter security.  While they were doing their continuous internal fighting with self, they tried to put me out or wanted me to leave at midnight and I told them I could not, but I can leave at 5 am.  What happened is that I checked-in to the Southampton Street Shelter and got my bed, but that is when my associate decided to invite me over for Thanksgiving festivities.  So at Southampton Street Shelter, once I passed security check and check-in to receive a bed, there is no checking out until the next day.  If I do happen to leave after check-in with a bed, then I cannot come into the shelter until the next day.  I thought about the weather, which was bitter cold. I was angry, but we texted later as with all other acquaintances it fizzled out to absolutely no communication.



Covid-19 testing

As I previously mentioned, South Carolina hospitals, doctors, nurses, and licensed professionals never really tested me for the coronavirus, but recommended that any pandemic symptoms that go to the emergency room.  I never felt any symptoms so when I got to Massachusetts and stayed in the city-managed shelter called Southampton Street Shelter, the health care management team from McInnis Health Group Boston Health Care for the Homeless Program conducted the first test for me in October 2020. The October 2020 test result was negative. I am listening and performing all the precautions as the CDC, federal, state, county, and city officials state what to do. Even though, this is a November 2020 post, some December 2020 stuff is going to be stated.  Giving credit where it is due, Southampton and MHG BMC BHCHP were having continuous testing every two weeks at an inconvenient day and time from October 2020 and I heard most of them or saw flyers.  Giving failure where it is due, the virus came out in February/March 2020 and testing came out in May 2020 based on South Carolina residency. I came to Massachusetts in August 2020. Restrictions in place, but no regular testing was happening at the shelters, gyms, or any public places requiring it. These are excerpts from the civil case filed in May/June 2021 (please note this case or the fighting is still going on).


The first shelter restriction date is Tuesday, December 1, 2020.  The first surge of scientific and political data creates emergency orders across all cities, towns, and counties in Massachusetts to get tested.


Action from BPHC Employees and BPHC Police was denial of shelter in weather of below 32 degrees on Tuesday, December 1, 2020.

a.  Description of individuals involved in first shelter restriction.

1. White (Caucasian) male, stocky, 5'11”, 215lbs, blond hair, normally collared shirt, no safety vest, walks around shelter, no earrings, no visible tattoos, BPHC Employee

2. Black (African-American) male, supervisor maybe, slender, 5'8”, 180 lbs, sits at check-in, blue hoodie normally, no safety vest, black hair, haircut very low, dark colored eyes, no earrings or piercings, no visible tattoos, BPHC Employee

3. BPHC Police Officer, large, football build, 5'7”, 210 lbs, black hair braided, in uniform, African-American male.


Description of the activity first shelter restriction date on Tuesday, December 1, 2020


a.  Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 12 midnight to 1:30 AM – Plaintiff arrived to 112 Southampton St, Boston, MA after my day of normal activities.  Please note Plaintiff have slept at 112 Southampton St for 85% of time since September 2020 with no issues.  Plaintiff encountered a white male at check-in stating Plaintiff needed a recent COVID-19 test in order to stay there for the night.  Later, he stated they did testing all day at 8am, 3pm, and 6:30pm and Plaintiff needed a wristband or white paper stating negative.  The weather is heavy rain, windy, and cold.  So Plaintiff went to my smartphone to retrieve my results, of course, McInnis Health Group patient portal was down, but Plaintiff already kept a screenshot.  Plaintiff showed the guy my screenshot and he stated in the test had to be in the last 48 hours.  Then, a black guy came and stated if whoever did not have a test in the last 48 hours could not stay there until the COVID-19 test is done.  BPHC Police is standing around and guarding the door while myself and others stand there.  So I told the white guy and everyone present, “You better cover your ass.” All this action should have been captured on camera.  Plaintiff left and stated, “I am going to get you what you want.” And at the door BPHC Police black man guarded the door, Plaintiff asked, “Who or what names stated I cannot stay at the shelter?”  The BPHC Police black man stated it is the supervisor.


b.  Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 1:30 AM to 2:00 AM – Plaintiff walked to Massachusetts General Hospital.  Plaintiff got my test and stayed overnight.  In the COVID-19, the staff was able to do extra and extensive testing, including chest ex-ray.  Same test conduct via nasal swab came back negative


c. Tuesday, December 1, 2020 – Plaintiff returned to 112 Southampton with his results, but no one wanted to see them.


d.  Wednesday, December 2, 2020 – Since Plaintiff already knew the McInnis Health Group conducted the testing, Plaintiff went and got tested there too.  The test came back negative too.



Workforce and Housing Appointment

St. Francis House provided an opportunity to help those receive a small income check on getting job training after workforce or resident displacement.  Laymen's terms is getting the druggies, alcoholics, chronically ill, and/or mentally ill back into the workforce by receiving technology training, resume creation, and how to prepare for job interviews while St. Francis provide a small paycheck for attendance.  I did interview for the program and was provided two avenues.  After evaluation of my information, in addition, to working for Federal Express, the instructor (which I did the same position at Byte Back in Washington, DC) told me I was overqualified or I had to be waitlisted to be selected because the program was so popular, and St. Francis had to adhere to pandemic group restrictions.  I was not selected for either program despite all the issues I had in life in restarting my life and my career.



Corporate America Industry

The onsite jobs moving from onsite to remote.  The job requirements were repetitive as ever from a new recruiter from the same company.  During my mental illness, I could not keep up with spammed and bombardment of information coming from all the places I sent my resume.  I started unsubscribing from the subscriptions when I thought I was coming up to be President of something, so this was the United States government newsletters, different states, etc., from GovDelivery subscription services.  At this time, I rarely got called for interviews for the remote positions.  At this time or even in the past, the recruiters are continuously screening for application programmers if any type of language is mentioned in your resume.  Presently, the Microsoft technologies opened up to so many different flavors of languages...thus means if a 10-year old decides to create a programming language or application...it can be snapped up and merged into the main technology.  The new job description is the main technology plus a billion different languages or requirements that are hardly being used.  My subscription with Microsoft Office 365 ended when the American Express Business Credit closed.  However, I had to plan how to best use the most productive and most likely to pay subscription services for which online properties serve me best.  Microsoft and Google implemented a policy that any data stored in the cloud with two years of inactivity is automatically deleted.  I found that out with one of my alternative secondary storage accounts, went through the email, and open up OneDrive and the information (very little storage) was not there and opened up brand new.  Again, back to the workforce, I was also excited for remote because I thought about companies like WeWork and other remote office companies.



Federal Express

I was hired by Federal Express Air Freight Express Services for the Boston Ramp in October 2020.  I initially was excited, but the physical assaults and sexual assaults by twenty (20) or more employees were annoyed and unexpected for a minimum wage paying job.  Excerpt from May/June 2021 civil case (please note this case is still going on):


During the first initial weeks on the FedEx Boston Ramp, street side, warehouse conveyor belt near freight trucks and Harborside Drive, I was physically assaulted with angry punches to the upper body, such as on the arms, biceps, elbow, shoulders, back near kidney, chest (pectoral area), stomach, and abdominal area from October 20, 2020 to November 12, 2020 between the hours of 5:00 pm to 11:30 pm EST, Sunday through Thursday.  I was hired as a Material Handler, so eventually I would be able to unload and reload the FedEx planes and drive the airport vehicles outside the warehouse.

During the same time October 26, 2020 to November 19, 2020, I was sexually assaulted with a continued swipe across both buttocks with arms and hands from individual human defendants and defendants who are no longer with FedEx totaling 20 or more people.  Just name some of the people during the October to December 2020 time frame was Brianna, Samson, Claire, Ahmed, Camila, Kiki, Kiki's best work friend, Claire's work buddy that was not me.


All Federal Express employees, even though we were essential workers, were violating the pandemic COVID-19 for groups and gatherings, and no six (6) feet for general conversations.



Self-Defense in Massachusetts

At this time, I moved to a state and location where I did not know anyone and did not want to directly pounce, ultimate fighting combat, beat-their-motherf*cking-ass, SouthEast Washington Highlands/NorthWest Georgia Ave-Petworth Washington, DC, Berkeley County South Carolina, Atlanta, Georgia, 30 years of gym and shooting guns, f*ck them up, send-them-early-to-get-a-disability-check personality to take place without giving a benefit of doubt how Massachusetts does touching, hand pounding, handshakes, physical contact, etc. without consent or any manners.  Again, I let Massachusetts physical contact continue go on for a good year and a half until I changed the game.  Yes, today I still feel this way, but it is a little lighter (1% percent lighter) still working on setting Massachusetts straight.  Please note New York, New Jersey, Virginia, Maryland, Washington, DC, Pennsylvania, South Carolina, North Carolina, Georgia, Illinois, and Florida already saw this personality for real.  The reason the original fighting personality still exists because the anger shifted FROM slavery and civil rights striving to achieve American dream TO real personable loss plus March 26-April 3, 2016.



Relationships, Fighting, and War Statement for Everyone and Anyone Reading:

After March 26-April 3, 2016, YOU exit our type of monogamous, polyamorous, friends with benefits, fuck buddy, side piece relationship, do not come back.  YOU tell me to exit the relationship, I do not come back - totally vamoose.  Wallow in your own sh*t.  I exit after all pros and cons are weighed, I do not come back and verbally face-to-face tell you, email and text you, talk about you, and write a letter.  I wallow in my own issues by continuing moving the conversation to a brand new medical and health team, and anyone new in the 334,352,393 Americans counted by the United States Census Bureau, after team after team, so I never have to return to the person (outside of Massachusetts) who created the problems.  Unfortunately, after a 40-year physical and verbally fighting with all my family, old friends, exes, etc., 30-year paperwork fight with other situations, 20-year fight in the court systems that in Massachusetts will be a ten (10) year forever fight if you do Manley Marvell Collins.  Most people still do not believe my information or the internet in presenting information so to tell you directly my ASS is covered in every direction you attempt to come at me and spiral through your entire organization to have those HARD conversations that should have happened from Day One, which has everyone telling on each other.  I say, "WAR is not the best answer, but WAR is the best solution to complete the healing and prosperity process."

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