Journal Entry #71 - University of Pennsylvania Relays 2022 with PVTC - My Trifecta, Triangulation, and Amazing Race Triple Elimination - Chicago, New York City, and Washington, District of Columbia - Go Back? Double Negative "Non, je ne suis pas !"

JOURNAL ENTRY #71

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: April 4, 2022

TOPIC: University of Pennsylvania Relays 2022 with PVTC - My Trifecta, Triangulation, and Amazing Race Triple Elimination - Chicago, New York City, and Washington, District of Columbia - Go Back? Double Negative "Non, je ne suis pas !"

This is the beginning of heavier activity work in spring, summer, and fall.  The winter I normally hibernate and physically work on myself at the gym.  The gym practically sees me everyday as a part of my routine.  I rarely miss a day unless it is heavy day of appointments and personal errands.

Getting adjusted to a new United State is always work. 

I gave CubeSmart my release notice and asked for other locations with smaller units.  I moved into my new unit on the other side of town with less Mass-Cass type of scenery.

I expanded my Massachusetts Planet Fitness workouts and trips to Cambridge, Malden, Quincy, Chelsea, East Boston, Boston, Mattapan, Revere/Wonderland, Jamaica Plain, Burlington, Reading, Hingham, Braintree, Weymouth, Medford, Waltham, and Watertown.  I did attend my New York locations - Harlem, Columbus Circle, Chelsea, Times Square.  I did South Carolina locations - Summerville, North Charleston, and Charleston.  I did Georgia locations - Atlanta, Chamblee-Tucker, Doraville, Brookhaven.  See my photo albums for more photos.

Part of my schizophrenia wanted to search the human resources and federal laws regarding record keeping because my resume was long from actual positions, but who had a record of what puzzled me because Social Security and Internal Revenue Service had records.  The maximum number of years for recordkeeping is six (6) years.  I did send an email or request to find out, which employers had a record of me.  Another reason: It is because I was shown plenty of mental health conditions that I physically did not know and never could claim the benefit, but physically I was fine and for real suffering 100% materialistic loss from 1994-2019.  The selection of 'No disability' on my pre-hire and full background was correct, but life made me act like I was having issues without having control or knowing what I was going through at the workplace.

I researched getting Oracle and RedHat certifications because Microsoft became the prominent technology for my rise and downfall. I do not want to repeat that again. I went through my resume for all the skills I had to see what I missed or did not see.

I was planning USATF Meets.  Potomac Valley Track Club, University of Pennsylvania, and USATF made it possible for me to run in the Penn Relays in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.  It was fun and enjoyable to see my teammates and friends in the city.  See my photo albums for more photos. I did obtain a Free Library of Philadelphia Library Card, which the temporary card only lasts a year.  I rented an AirBnb.  It was super nice and very impressive for the price, but could not control the room temperature due to the cool weather.  I hung out with a friend I met during the Democratic National Convention in 2016, and we went to Ravens Lounge, Graffiti Lounge, and Marsala Kitchen.  I also attempted to do UberEats and DoorDash to see if the adaptable market was still associated with the Boston region.  I registered my SEPTA key card.

Massachusetts State Police tried to additionally direct me to the Victim Advocate Program in Massachusetts District Court, East Boston, Massachusetts.  I found out some new information between Harassment Probation Order for co-workers and unrelated people, but has to have three different incidents.  I found out restraining protective order for relatives and people related to me.  The Boston Police and Massachusetts State Police are supposed to submit charges if anything is found during the investigation.  I already got confirmation that the investigation was closed, but I tried to submit new information. Massachusetts is deliberately using time to prevent any benefit or consequences for what grown adults do.

Illinois and Chicago played the same role on stating they are not responsible for what their residents or visitors do in their geographic location, in buildings, in offices, or public transportation.

Social Security Administration approved me for disability, but I got the initial payments. I had to configure how to do the money.  They also did court ordered deductions, but they found two, when for the last ten (10) years I only saw one.  Connecticut had the original deduction open done with my presence.  Washington, DC did another deduction in 2020 after I left the city and had no presence.  I never knew that could be done.  Social Security Administration kept doing this until I spoke up about where the extra money was going.  I inquired about the SSA Ticket to Work program, but learn I only have nine (9) months to make the most money I can make while receiving the government funding.

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Therapy and Psychiatrist with Arbour Counseling Services topics were

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)

'Don't Matter' internal family message after April 3, 2016

Apple Health predicts falling (walking steadiness notification) and Doctors asking did I fall - what reality is that?

Phone as a subscription

Did not profit from any inheritance, death, lawsuit, lottery, real estate, anything I had materialistically - no chance to sell or pawn, no government check, no career, no campaign contributions to support any effort, none of my ideas or company to make a true profit, no retirement, etc.

Spinning brain centerpieces said/felt "donk" like nothing was left.

Now that the accounts or areas of life that have a former address if I was supposed to get anything is lost in the mail or went to trash.

Judge decided to respond or remand before the summons of individual defendants in the Federal Express civil suit.

Warmth again

Revealing I was the extrovert telling, showing, doing everything to everybody. Information started manually in 1990s, came online in 1999, now 2016 put everything in one place where everyone can see it, now 2022 sent small emails out to what I do and now folks paid attention...people are funny.

Sent letters to Congress and State Congress

Introspection - schizophrenia happened when I talk about a future that never happened or planned plus the physical elements of anxiety plus being involved with family or ethnic group.

'Not about you' big voice - not giving a flying f*ck who it is about

Storage unit

1970, 1980, 1990, up to 2007 never had a therapist or psychiatrist because we or I talked to people.

Gender X generation

American Scientific Bell Curve

MCAD responses and making my response iron clad.

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Transitioning from Arbour Counseling Session (Zoom Calls) to Boston Medical Center In-Person (through the Bridge Clinic - Psychiatry Department)

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)

Birth

Racism

Civil Rights

Mother 

Father(s)

What I want out of therapy?

Gain knowledge on the present classification of situations

Let go and head to Europe or what do they call it over there

BEST team said I do CCCP at DMH Solomon Inpatient, but I thought of going in November, but New York happened and I do not ever want to go.

I need a support group outpatient.

What other element of the insurance I did not take advantage of?

Meet the requirements of SSDI, RSDI, or SSI.

Find resolve and closure, and let go.

Address past realities to present day situations.

How I want therapy to proceed?

Once every two weeks

In-person is fine.

Girls

Momma's boy

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Other Topics from Spring and Summer 2022:

United Healthcare was doing something I never seen by healthcare companies, which was still keep a plan open after no additional premiums were paid.

I was able to get my Dell XPS hard drive, but life is trying to prevent me from recovering the files.  The computer repair guy suggested how to connect the drive.  He saw the files on the drive.  I was impressed.

Pine Street Inn Longwood Security and Staff continues to physical assault after Warning Talks.

I planned my first Manicure and pedicure celebration at Dashing Diva Chelsea (Manhattan NYC).  This goes along with New York post regarding Citibank - Harassment, etc. Please visit Journal Entry 61 - Words are Just Words. I am not repeating the information, but my photo albums show more information on how I celebrated half of my birthday week in New York City.  I participated in USATF New York Outdoor Championships representing Potomac Valley at Icahn Stadium.  The New York situation took away most of my smallest of employments and others I did not expect. However, a few survived which made me rethink life or the government and courts do whatever it takes to ensure I meet the requirement of 'disability' and spend the government money instead of working for it.

I found running technology to get strides distance.

Boston Copley Library someone provided the link of getting mp3s.

I sent in a renewal United States Census Bureau application and re-assessment to the New York regional office, who manages Boston metro area as well.

I researched the various types of European Visas.

My new bank let me design my own debit card.  It was very impressive.

I visited some new gyms to prepare to shift my gym membership.

I worked for Grubhub for a quite a bit, but unfortunately I did not have a bicycle this time.  Grubhub was about showing me some the same experiences that I left them for in Washington, DC.  I had to make sure they heard how I cared about $25 order in Washington, DC that almost got me killed by a vehicle while riding a bicycle.

I updated my eBay account.

I attended University of Phoenix Inclusion Leadership Webinar.

I renewed my SAM profile with the United States Government/United States Department of Defense.

Pine Street Inn housing provided me with plenty of new housing applications to get on the waiting list for a new apartment.

I tried using SurfEasy VPN, which was provided as part of the service with my Lenovo laptop.

I registered for the RedHat Summit Webinar 2022.

I submitted an Apartments . com application for a Boston apartment.  Apartments . com did show me that their application had two sides of it, such as Apartment Renters and Property Manager.

Boston Medical Center made available that PT1 medical rides were available. I did take advantage and use the rides to my appointments to Boston Medical Center.

I planned to attend the USATF Outdoor Championships in Lexington, Kentucky. I booked the trip with American Airlines and Delta Airlines, and the Marriott, but all had to canceled for the New York court date.

I participated in the All of Us Research program so started receiving information and newsletters about it.

I registered for the BayState Games.

After the tremendous of outpouring of information and therapy, life has provided me the confirmation that I have no reason to go back.

Journal Entry #65 - Happy New Year 2021 in Massachusetts

 JOURNAL ENTRY #65

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: January 1, 2021

TOPIC: Happy New Year 2021 in Massachusetts

I am celebrating my first new year in Massachusetts during the second-third wave of the coronavirus/Covid-19 pandemic in the United States of America. I am still single bachelor.  I am working for Federal Express and staying at BPHC Southampton Street Shelter.  I applied for my first apartment or shared room in Boston for six months.  The shared room was a corner room close to the roof approximately 200 square feet.  Only one person was in the whole house of eight (8) to nine (9) rooms.  The house was cleared out because of the pandemic.  The real estate agent was an Asian female young adult with child who was trying to get the rooms rented.  I found her through craigslist and other sources of apartment hunting.  It was for the period February 1, 2021 to August 31, 2021.  The security deposit was $550.00 done by Zelle...and rent was $500 per month. I had Federal Express income, and UberEats and DoorDash income. I gave her my spiel that my credit was sub-par, but I had the income to support the rent and I never miss a rental payment.  She ran the credit check and denied me the room. She told me she was refunding the deposit.  I told her the same way I sent it...she can send it back.  My storage unit was with CubeSmart.  I tried Roomster subscription service through the Apple store.

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Boston Public Health Commission's 112 Southampton Shelter additional civil case information happening at this time - Attorneys Batool Raza and Timothy Harrington; Rita Nieves is Interim Executive Director:

7. The second shelter restriction date is Sunday, January 3, 2021.

8. Action from BPHC Employees and BPHC Police was denial of shelter in weather of below 32 degrees on Sunday, January 3, 2021.

a. Description of BPHC individuals from second shelter restriction.

1. Black male with foreign accent, medium build, 5'7”, brown safety vest, short black hair, dark skinned color, dark eyes, BPHC Employee

2. Black (African-American) female, curvy figure, unique glasses to fit personality, hair wrapped up as if dreaded, braided, or wig, no safety vest, sits at check-in, 5'8”, maybe supervisor or assistant supervisor, 215 lbs, dresses well depends on the day (sometimes casual, sometimes professional), BPHC Employee

3. Black (African-American) male, supervisor maybe, slender, 5'8”, 180 lbs, sits at check-in, blue hoodie normally, no safety vest, black hair, haircut very low, dark colored eyes, no earrings or piercings, no visible tattoos, BPHC Employee

4. Two BPHC police officers (African-American males).

       b.  Evidence of entire shelter restriction video – Exhibit A.

9. Description of the activity from second shelter restriction date on Sunday, January 3, 2021.

a.  On Sunday, January 3, 2021, Commonwealth of Massachusetts, County of Suffolk, and City of Boston tried to invoke a rule stating, “Unlabeled or non-readable labels on prescribed medicine cannot be allowed in the building.”  Please note at 112 Southampton employees enforced the rule on January 3, 2021 at the time of Plaintiff entry approximately around 11:00 pm to 12:30 am.  Plaintiff has the full video on my smartphone and saved it into the cloud and many other places.  This is 112 Southampton second time keeping Plaintiff out of the shelter and sending me into the below freezing temperatures outside.  As a new resident of Boston and with the pandemic, Plaintiff already went to all the open shelters, which stated no new residents could come in.  Other shelters completely offer no services or totally closed.  Since this is Plaintiff's first situation encountering this rule, Plaintiff offered 112 Southampton St employees to verify the medicine via Google and told them all the businesses and government agencies involved in providing the medications for my conditions.  The choices 112 Southampton St employees gave while pleading total ignorance abyss were as follows 

1. Go to hospital to get it relabeled.

2. Go to clinic to get it relabeled.

3. Leave it outside for the current drug addicts currently using drugs inside and outside shelter.

4. Cannot come in with the medication.

It is BPHC’s attempt to avert from any individual on pressing charges on dumping perfectly legal medication.  Plaintiff chose option number 4 because the medication is prescribed for me by reality of Plaintiff's life mental health issues.  Thus, the consequence for the second time by 112 Southampton Street employees leading me to hypothermia and shock, Plaintiff had to keep himself awake all night to ensure Plaintiff make it to a warm location the next morning.

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Therapy and Psychiatrist with Arbour Counseling Services topics were

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)

Goals

Changing my look - weight, hair, etc.

New thoughts

New information

Letting go of mental illness

People

Introspection

The world and mental health

Apps of photo sharing, profile sharing, phone number sharing, name sharing

FaceBook finding people I never thought I would see again

Did not win the lottery

Employment by the federal, state, and city - applications denied, but recruiters recruiting for contractor work (Washington, DC, Connecticut, and South Carolina)

New hairstyle

What's Going On? Thought process

Did not get room in South Boston

Sexual health results

Massachusetts state opportunity

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Federal Express civil case information happening at this time.

Additional specifics the people are Ahmed Abdillahi, Alex Angarita, Brianna Guzman, Camila Salas, Christian Langendoen-Hannabury, Claire Alexis, Dakhari Thomas, Ernesto Figueroa, Frederick Yancy, Maria Padilla, Rafael Nerey, Samson Prosper, Don Nash, Andrew Savage.  Represented by attorneys Lorenzo Cabantog, Charles Holmes, and Christopher Ahearn.

The additional physical and sexual assaults of hitting continued directed toward me in my arm very hard, across my body while conversing with me.  Throughout peak season, it was random touching by people.

14. Once the initial weeks were over with everyone participating in the physical and sexual assaults, the hitting continued.  Please see Exhibit A – Dates of additional assaults.

a.  Andrew – Team Lead, Jamaican, male, 5'11”, age range 50-70, 215 lbs, medium build for age, normally on middle belt of warehouse, assaulted Plaintiff's arm very hard while arriving down the stairs from the center bridge and I called his name.

b.  Ahmed Abdillah – kept talking in casual conversation with me while hitting me. Plaintiff  do not know any reason why.

c.  Camila Salas – whenever she had a bad day and FedEx schedulers kept us together on the various belts, she kept punching my shoulders, chest, and stomach/abs for no reason.

15. Throughout peak season, it was random touching by people.

16. On COVID-19 vaccination day, Wednesday, January 20, 2021 until Sunday, January 24, 2021 , I informed my Caucasian manager, Garrett Sexton, and the warehouse deck Caucasian team lead, Ronnie, that I received my first Moderna vaccination.  However, the assaults really came in. The following happened:

a.  Ahmed Abdillah – punches made me yell at him to stop hitting and touching me.

b.  Frederick Yancy – Handler, African-American male, 6'0”, slender, age range 60-70, 195lbs, wears loud colored and matching outfits, did the shaking baby syndrome, and handshake by jerking my arms.

c.  Ernesto – Team Lead now Ramp Agent, Latino/Hispanic male, 6'1”, football build, 250lbs, age range 25-35, nicknamed Big E, black hair, normally wears short pants and short sleeve anytime of the year, performed the three way touching – salutation hand-to-hand pound, touch on arm, and then the angry punch in shoulder.

17. After yelling and the hitting stopped with certain individuals, the assaults continued with the following people:

a. Dhakari Thomas – Handler, 6'1”, 195lbs, two ear piercings, Sagittarius tattoo on arm, African-American male, normally wears sweatpants, sweat jacket, small to low cut afro, black hair, no glasses, and performed the double hard hit onto shoulders bearing his weight daily onto Plaintiff, then dropped to once a week, and stopped after Plaintiff was placed outside to work.  Locations assaults occurred in break room, in employee van, on the warehouse deck, on the warehouse conveyor belts.

b. Maria – Handler, 5'4”, blond mixed with brunette hair, black framed glasses, Latino/Hispanic, female, age range 30-45, 150lbs.  Performed assault on shoulder in break room and punch my ass  on ramp belt after saying hello.

c. Rafeal – Handler, 5'5”, age range 45-65, 155lbs, former military, Latino/Hispanic, male, normally wears black stonewashed jeans with red trim and sweatshirt.  Performed same tactics as Ahmed Abdillah while attempting to have a casual conversation and hitting Plaintiff.

d. Alex Angurita – Team Lead, 5'7”, Hispanic/Latino, male, bicycle rider, 185lbs, tan to very light skinned, black hair, normally wears athletic tights under shorts and shirts, age range 27-47.  Performed an out-of-character hard grab of Plaintiff's right arm on ramp side conveyor belt close to airplanes.

e.  Christian – Handler, 5'8”, slender, Caucasian male, age range 19-30, works casual days, wear baseball cap, wears blue jeans and sweatshirt.  Performed a hard grab or slam on Plaintiff's right arm against the ramp belt railing to grab the Plaintiff's attention for a casual conversation.

f.  Don Nash – Load Captain now Ramp Agent, Caucasian male, age range 50-65, 6'1”, 235lbs, normally wears baseball cap, wears shortpants, always wears a safety vest, dark brown eyes. Performed a hit with an emergency wand on right hand/wrist.

18. All Defendants violated the pandemic COVID-19 protocols for groups and gatherings and no six (6) feet for general conversations.

19. Plaintiff's responses to individual human Defendants were withdrawing from them, walking away, avoiding them, placing a FedEx package between us, tapping the Defendant in the same area where the hit occurred, yelling at them, telling them it arises my Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), and blocking or attempting to grab the Defendants hands before touching me.

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Other topics from first quarter of 2021:

I provided the Massachusetts Department of Mental Health Two Way Authorization.

I continued getting my SARS-COVID-19 Test at Massachusetts General Hospital on 12/28/2020.  The Rapid COVID test was ordered while in the emergency room visit.  The SARS-COVID-19 PCR reference range came back negative and value was negative.  The status was final.  My blood pressure was 125/71. Weight was 150 lbs.  Temperature 97.8 degrees. Pulse is 70.  Respiration was 16. Oxygen Saturation was 100%.  Lab test completed was Pandemic Respiratory viral Order (PRO).

I continued getting my SARS-COVID-19 Test at Massachusetts General Hospital on 1/11/2021.  The Rapid COVID test was ordered while in the emergency room visit.  The SARS-COVID-19 PCR reference range came back negative and value was negative.  The status was final.  My blood pressure was 120/58. Temperature 98.5 degrees. Pulse is 64.  Respiration was 18. Oxygen Saturation was 97%.  Lab test completed was Pandemic Respiratory viral Order (PRO).

I visited Studio Optics for my very first set of glasses and vision exam on January 27, 2021. My prescription was for Spectacle RX SPH Distance Right -0.50; Spectacle RX SPH Distance Left -0.50; Spectacle RX CYL Distance Right -0.50; Spectacle RX CYL Distance Left -0.25; Spectacle RX Axis Distance Right 130; Spectacle RX Axis Distance Left 080 - See the photo blogs for the glasses with Ultraviolet protection, scratch resistance protection, trivex, Crizal Alize anti-reflection protection, Blue light filter, anti-fog, and polycarbonate impact-resistant. Laymen's terms is Transitions lenses.

  

I started researching for dreadlocks hairstylists in New York City.  I did travel to New York and stayed at the New York Marriott Marquis at 1535 Broadway.  It was to get my hair done.  I did rent a car from Enterprise Rent-A-Car and paid for hotel parking.  The city was still in partial lockdown.  I did New York Minute Dating service zoom and in-person.  NY Minute Dating did not feel the same as when I first used the service in 2012-2014.  I was using StyleSeat app on find the best hairstylist.

I got my first Moderna COVID-19 vaccination by BHCHP Southampton January 20, 2021.

I got my second Moderna COVID-19 vaccination by BHCHP Southampton February 17, 2021.  I went to Massachusetts General Hospital emergency room visit after this dose and get a work excuse for February 18, 2021.  I had nausea, nonintractable headache, and vaccine reaction.  Medications given was acetaminophen (Tylenol) and ondansetron (ZOFRAN-ODT).  Blood pressure was 149/92. Temperature 99.1 degrees.  Pulse was 100.  Respiration was 18. Oxygen Saturation was 95%.

I did some calculations for focusing on my small business when the federal government was offering PPP loans.  I did not take any of them.

I went Dental Associates of New England regarding dental work.

Freegal Music through the District of Columbia Public Library was soothing the hurt of the 15,000 songs music collection lost in Chicago.  Massachusetts and Boston Copley Library showed the website with ways to obtain music the same way, but I felt so uncomfortable and did not want the repeat trauma.  I can do it Europe.

I was struggling to pay the credit cards that helped me escape from South Carolina's negative impact on my life and start anew in Boston, Massachusetts.

I renewed my membership with United States Track and Field Association and Potomac Valley Track Club.

I went to CVS Minute Clinic for vaccination appointment.

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I was actively involved with civil cases in United States District Court of Illinois and First Municipal Circuit Court against City of Chicago, Cook County, Chicago Transit Authority, Chicago Public Library, United States Department of Interior, United States Department of Agriculture, City of Chicago Department of Streets and Sanitation.

1. Manley M. Collins, is the plaintiff.  Mr. Collins was a resident in Chicago 2005-2006 at 1100 North LaSalle Dr, Apt 701, Chicago, IL 60640, and 2015-2016 at 27 North Wacker Drive, Apt 410, Chicago, IL 60610.  His phone number is (617) 955-0689.  This complaint to address incidents and trauma happened 2015-2016.

2. United States Department of Agriculture and United States of Department of Interior are the federal level and overseers of funding, operation, enforcers, and providers of needs or wants of the State of Illinois, County of Cook, and City of Chicago.

3. City of Chicago Department of Streets and Sanitation, City of Chicago, Cook County, and State of Illinois are the owners and operators of the streets, shelters, and public library.

4. Chicago Transit Authority, City of Chicago, Cook County and Chicago Public Library are the geographical areas where the incidents took place with State of Illinois residents.

5. The first incident occurred is April 3, 2016 at 175 North State St, Chicago, IL.

6. The Plaintiff was armed with Admittance to Evidence – Exhibit E – Photos of Lost Items and items listed in Admittance to Evidence – Exhibit A – Police Report for Storage Drives and Computer on April 3, 2016.

a. The Plaintiff was in the midst of a mental health crisis once he got off the CTA subway with his items.

b. The Plaintiff was in the middle of a fight or flight response to stress.

c. The Plaintiff left his items on State St, where he could no longer carry them through his mental health crisis.

d. The Plaintiff remembers the Chicago Police Department, homeless community, Chicago residents, and City of Chicago Department of Sanitation was in the environment where the Plaintiff left his belongings.

e. The Plaintiff recalls the City of Chicago Department of Sanitation lifting the heavy army bag into bag of trash truck.

f. The Plaintiff recalls homeless, visitors, and residential community distributed his remaining bags and items.

g. The Plaintiff went and received medical help and care for his mental health crisis from Northwestern University Hospital, Rush Medical Center, University of Illinois – Chicago Outpatient Care Center, and University of Chicago Emergency Room.

7. The Plaintiff reported on the week of June 30, 2021 that his brand new bicycle was stolen while staying at a Chicago based shelter for men.  The report was made over the phone. See Exhibit C – Police Report for Stolen Bicycle.

8. The Plaintiff reported on August 16, 2016 that his brand new Apple iPod touch was stolen while in the Chicago Public Library.  See Exhibit D – Police Report for Apple iPod Touch technology device.