Journal Entry #78 - First Deposition...Costing People Their Careers, Police Certifications, and Bar Licenses By Sending It Directly Back...My Balls and Spine (Backbone) Are Attached to Me!

JOURNAL ENTRY #78

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: April 6, 2024

TOPIC: First Deposition...Costing People Their Careers, Police Certifications, and Bar Licenses By Sending It Directly Back...My Balls and Spine (Backbone) Are Attached to Me!

I made my first deposition with Federal Express was on January 24, 2024.  It was recorded by a court reporter and videographer.  I met the corporate attorney Charles V. "Bud" Holmes for the first time unexpectedly.  The conversation lasted for eight (8) hours with break.  I did get my corporate lunch at Tatte with Bud paid by Federal Express.  My application for criminal complaints were heard. Growing up, I was shielded too long from lying.  All six out of fourteen defendants lied on March 27, 2024 and March 29, 2024.  The Clerk-Magistrate for the Boston Municipal Court - East Boston dismissed their cases based on the length of time and the assumption Federal Express security camera system was working.  This is how Massachusetts talk - First sentence is half truth. Second sentence is alternative truth. Third sentence is a butt-face lie.  The bookstore books support the same ecosystem from Philadelphia, Pennsylvania to Boston, Massachusetts.

Massachusetts chose to do blind and blond scenario on me. "Blind" means do not look up his information in the hardwire systems people use everyday or internet because it is a lie.  "Blond" means just dumb do him anyway.  Yes, I made all my court dates for the charge "Threat to commit a crime."  I filed with the civil cases to courts so fast, sent it to the American Bar Association, Boston Bar Association, Mayor and Governor, and Massachusetts Commission Against Discrimination so fast that they regret the day they filed the charge by Massachusetts State Trooper Joseph A. Middleton (white male cop).  I am on Pre-Trial Probation (90 days was completed), then a white male judge Richard Sinnott decides to extend it to year until 3/15/2025.  If I got to behave, the legal community surrounding the charge have to behave too and remove all the UNETHICAL sh*t.  The legal community tried to go for immunity for the sh*t they do.  My civil case is being heard April 2024 at the John Moakley Courthouse in Courtroom 18 in United States District Court.  Please do not think the charge is going to prevent me from defending myself.  I always show up for my fights.  Legal community did three major mistakes and errors - Maryland, New York, and now Massachusetts.  Systemic racism at its best.  Telling is my best friend and schizophrenia will get the rest.

I am a PHOENIX! (Firebird reducing everything to atoms)

Boston Housing Authority tried to get updated information with a new interviewer.  I kept telling them that they did the wire from Citibank that caused the Citibank-NYPD-New York situation.  Instead, they withdrew me from all the public housing list and subdized housing lists.  I sent in two appeals to Boston Housing Authority to request to see the information system and information security that they are putting this information in.  Guess what?  No response.

I got my Massachusetts FlexCard on behalf of Blue Cross Blue Shield. I rejoined Planet Fitness. I had to downgrade first, then upgrade to the Black Card.  I joined Weight Watchers too, and it was good to see some of my social networking community mainly women were on the program.  I am still a group fitness instructor, doing Zumba, and track and field athlete.

I cooked so much food at my AirBnb.  I gained a little weight, but since leaving the AirBnb, body is working to get the weight back down.  The Boston Medical Center food pantry was giving me new foods I never seen before.  My host educated me on how to do extensions in AirBnb.

I still was speaking with Coach Tommy at BCBS Learn to Live Programs.  I completed the Resilience Program, went through the Depression program, and now working on Stress, Anxiety and Worry program.  I have been 107 days enrolled in the CBT Learn to Live Programs.

I taught Zumba - My First Class routine.  I subbed for several gym classes.  My second routine is ready.  I am moving forward with Zumba Core, Zumba Glutes, Zumba World Africa.  I attended Beto's Livestream Zumba on February 3, 2024.  It was fun and hilarious.  I started my own Total Body Conditioning class.  All my previous instructors and various sports were channeling through me.  I have three different formats - running, stationary, and circuit.  It is pretty fun and well attended.  I registered for an upcoming Zumba Rhythms 2 session and Les Mills Initial Training.  These are my four focus and core competencies in the sports and fitness world: Zumba (dance), Les Mills (athletic conditioning), Spinning/Cycling (bicycling), and Personal Training/Coaching/Athlete (bodybuilding/running).  I am not going to do crazy like I did in the business and technology world.

I attended Epsilon Gamma Lambda Chapter of Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity MLK Event at Boston University Computer Science Building. It was well attended on Saturday, January 13, 2024. I made some new friends.  Never got a response from the chapter members via email or phone, but did meet some members during the event.

I met a new friend from one of the social media apps and we ate at The Blarney Stone in Dorchester / Fields Corner neighborhood.  It was lunch time and it was a quiet environment.  The food was good portions.

I attended Greater Boston Track Club Invitational at Harvard University Athletics Complex on January 21, 2024.  It was a USATF sanctioned meet.  It was packed with 900+ athletes and the stadium was full.  I sat in the midst of the University of Massachusetts Boston track team coaches and parents.

I secured a new therapist who was a psychologist and accepted with BCBS.  He is really good.

I missed the Boston Athletic Association 5K Registration.

I met my first application for criminal complaint - Collins v. Kyambade.  I told my story.  Kyambade's attorney and he lied about hitting me with his SUV stating I stopped, turned around, and jumped in front of his SUV while using a smartphone and waving him back and forth.  The Clerk-Magistrate stated he was going to hold his decision until later.  The decision came in the mail and the Clerk-Magistrate found no probable cause so no criminal complaint will be pursued.  Progressive the insurance company is processing the insurance claim.

POST Commission still sending me letters stating my complaints against police officers are closed.  I sent some of the complaints back through the courts.

Collins v SplitSpot - Case Management Conference was scheduled for Wednesday, February 7, 2024, but the courts entire information system were down at Edward W. Brooke Courthouse.  However, I met Gillian Rose Crossman's attorney and I have never seen an attorney beg or argue without a judge to be let out a case.  That was a first and he did get what he wanted because the Judge sent a handwritten decision through the mail restating what the attorney said.  The next case management conference is scheduled in April 2024.  I only have two defendants left.

I attended an ProQuest and Clarivate Web Science presentation.  It was more awareness about the Clarivate project for ProQuest.

I attended the USATF Open New England Indoor Championships on February 18, 2024.  I met some more athletes.  It was a packed house of spectators and supporters at Harvard University Athletic Complex.  My track team, Potomac Valley Track Club, went to Chicago, Illinois and won 1st place in combined points, 2nd place for the men, and 3rd place for the women.

I kept filling out McDonald's and Dunkin Donuts surveys.  The NewtonX Community does send me some interesting surveys that gets me thinking about my own company initiatives.  I got Google paid surveys late after it met its quota.  I had to stop in the middle of the YouTube survey because I really was not getting any benefit from it. 

I have Clover's Slice (Wells Fargo financial network) company interested in me for Outside Sales Representative.  The opportunity sounds too good to be real, but I am thinking about my mental health on whether I want to take on the stress.

Collins v Piersanti application for criminal complaint was rescheduled because Piersanti's mail was returned from his attorney's office.  I gave them his last Connecticut mailing address and it has been scheduled for April 2024.

I saw my primary care physician at Boston Medical Center for a follow up since I was taking PrEP.  He did some additional physical techniques that have not been done in years.  He also mentioned he rarely or never had a super healthy patient.  My HIV test results came back NEGATIVE.

I met with Boston Medical Center Bridge Clinic again and we talked about all the current happenings.  It was very interesting that the medication Latuda came up.  I was able to get it.  I told the nurse practioner that Caplyta was not going to approved by the insurance company.  It took a minute to adjust to Latuda...however, waking up at 3am to 4am hungry is not a good sign, body temperature varies, and emotional rollercoaster.  On the flip side, my Massachusetts General Hospital psychiatrist cancelled his appointment that was scheduled the next day.

I signed up for BCBS GeoBlue for international travel health insurance.  It is expensive.  I watched my Joel Osteen ministries. I also watched a fellow SCSU bulldog, Lowell James, preach the word.  Social media unexpectedly bringing people I have not seen in decades across my feed.  March Madness got me hyped in just watching the games and the upsets in men and women basketball.  I did not make a March Madness bracket this year.

I stayed on Windows 10 operating system for a while because Windows 11 with bitlocker crashed my system.  I upgraded to Windows 11 and the system build was without bitlocker.  My applications and everything still works.  I am still researching systems to host my enterprise and corporate applications and software plus electronic commerce.

I am still working with Massachusetts Vocational Rehabilitation Commission.  I sent them the jobs I applied for 

USAJOBS - Federal Government

IT Project Manager with CDC

Program Manager with DHS

Economist with FAA

Computer Investigative Forensic Specialist with IRS

Supervisory Health System Specialist with VHA

Field Representative with US Census Bureau

Research Engineer/Research Physical Scientist with USDA

Remote Internship with Library of Congress

MassCareers - State Government

Strategy Analyst

Integrated Care Operations Manager

Health Safety Net Policy Manager

Project Manager 1 - Feasibility and Schematic Design

IT Support Technician

City of Boston Careers - ICIMS - City Government

Deputy Director of State Relations

Career Counselor

Community Relations Specialist

Community Outreach Specialist

Corporate America

Outside Sales Representative - Slice

President/CEO - Salt Creek Capital

Independent Contractor

Six months contract to hire Senior Sharepoint Developer with government contractors (SAIC and Fortitude Systems) for US Department of Transportation.  Please note all government or corporate contract to hire positions, I was never hired, but let go or laidoff at the end of every term.

Journal Entry #69 - End of Year Nine (9) out of Ten (10) in Massachusetts

 JOURNAL ENTRY #69

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: December 30, 2021

TOPIC: End of Year Nine (9) out of Ten (10) in Massachusetts

A Mental Health Moment regarding Schizophrenia and Mental health conditions

With the New York June 21, 2022 incident, I did not know what was happening.  From May 2022 to June 2022, I still planned my trip to New York, but while in Boston, Massachusetts Department of Corrections van kept crossing my path everywhere I was going. I was trying to do the USATF volunteer background check, I was prevented from going through the process.  New York situation happened and my best advice for grown men and women is to stay the f*ck away.  Suffolk County sheriff van starting to do the same thing especially after speaking the MGH or BMC physicians.  In reflection on all the law enforcement reports and court cases I filed, every last one has been closed, and very little to no investigation, and the Judges let the folks go and try to state the situations never happened.  Massachusetts has this "do not listen, do not care," attitude.  It was a little bit overwhelming seeing the violators of the Ten Commandments, the authorities look on, and everything done in a central location and freely able to do what they want.

After New York situation, I do not support or condemn the role of those who are on Earth to purposely violate the Ten Commandments.  I do not support or condemn the role of those who I was raised to understand they were classified as good or right to enforce the laws of the land.  I am in no position to judge people habits and choices, but I am going to be the defender of 'ME' physically, emotionally, socially, and mentally.  I am the boss of 'ME'.  After the Warning Talk as a grown adult male and grown adult female, you choose to still violate 'ME' and create problems for 'ME', then initially I have every right to grab anything I want on you, such as breast, dick, pussy, butt, and chest.  I no longer care if you have a wife, children, husband, boyfriend, girlfriend, pet, etc.  As my previous posts, emails, and communications that went out directly to the offenders, do not let me grab, then I will beat, punish and pummel you for not listening to your parents/guardians, your teachers/coaches/administrators, the law, and your friends that told you, "do not touch anyone you do not know."  Any bystanders want to stop the punishment, get punished too.

Pine Street Inn, St. Francis House, and Southampton had street drugs being dealt, cigarettes being dealt, medications being dealt, drunks that had to down the alcohol before coming into the shelter, collectors of junk, trash diggers, no personal hygiene, fights, physical health problems without appropriate healthcare, sexual offenders, mental health people, illegal immigrants or migrants, thieves, killers, murderers, adulterers, barter and trade anything, got a vehicle and asking for money on the street, anything you can name that was not in the rule book or in the rule book was happening.  Yes, when Massachusetts community angered me, I reported to federal government, state government, local government, congress, and all the level of authorities, but I was the one that got done when I thought telling was going to get the help people needed.

Now I purposely understand how grown adults work, I will remain to myself, minding my business, let others go through their own misfortunes, and never expect anyone to think or be like me. I am an independent thinker and decision maker as the boss of 'ME'.  Yes, I did not know, but now I see, read, and know about grown adults in real life experience.  Just do not do me after New York situation or try to validate true life of a criminal or criminology or anything other new/old fields of the legal/law of the United States of America.

Yes, after all the stuff I bought with my money and the stuff I have now is called 'junk', useful for its purpose and simply discarded.

I was learning the Upwork app and how to get projects.

I mailed off my Social Security Insurance application to Massachusetts General Hospital to file on my behalf.  I had my interviews. I had more paperwork and verification I had to complete.

Citibank sent me a letter stating the accounts were going to be inactive so I made some USPS money order deposits.

I researched the supply needed as Group Fitness instructor while going through the NASM course. I passed my NASM AFAA Group Fitness Instructor exam on the second try.  I learned about virtual coaching.

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Therapy and Psychiatrist with Arbour Counseling Services topics were

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)

Power of Habit thought process - Cue > Routine > Reward

Success in a new position - Harvard Business Review article

Bias in customer service - Harvard Business Review article

Loss of Federal Express job

Court case in Chicago - Learning Chicago's process

Saw Los Angeles Lakers leave Four Seasons hotel in Boston

Dreams are very normal and playful. It is very good since the 1990s.  Happy feeling or emotion.  It started happening in 2020s in South Carolina, but since I threw everything back to the universe, emotions and feelings seem to return back to the days of Atlanta, Georgia in the 1990s except there is no schizophrenia, depression, or bipolar disorder.  PTSD is still high.

Had a dream after telling someone (a physical conversation) in Zumba class about family fights.  Sunday night/Monday morning.  I am fighting with my own family from Washington, DC yelling get out of my house.

Dreams are sequencing up to some fantasy until 3:00 am or 4:00 am when going to urinate in the bathroom, then I go back or try to sleep - the same dream turns into a nightmare - not a true, scary nightmare - just horrible anger.

I am physically losing locks and small items to make me spend money.

Learned a famous alumnus from South Carolina State University named Lewis Berry passed away five (5) years ago.  One of my favorite Cross Elementary School teachers Martha Dupree passed away on Monday.

Talking about the librarians. Elise try to state something South Carolina sent me a year ago regarding stealing my identity.  She doesn't know in my world that after April 3, 2016 that angry context goes back to her.

New York University either is playing with my intelligence or just money hungry.

While doing another trim down of connection in FaceBook, another death is Orlando Brown, football player from South Carolina State and Baltimore Ravens.

When I was a process server serving documents to MassPort (Massachusetts Bay Port Authority) and the individuals at Federal Express Logan Airport job location, I took photos and submitted it to court using ProofServe templates.

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Other Topics from Fall and Winter of 2021:

I had to consult with a Boston Bar Association attorney for counseling on how to proceed with my Massachusetts civil suits, and proceeding properly with Massachusetts Commission Against Discrimination with Federal Express and Boston Public Health Commission.

I also fought with Federal Express Human Resources regarding wrongful termination so it was a total of three (3) fights with one organization, but I let fighting to come back to Federal Express go.

Grubhub kept coming to mind to bring back as an employer.  It was tough to update all my information and bring the online.

I joined Chowbus and they kept sending me on very long trip from Chinatown.

I researched Harvard University Extension School French courses.

I maxed out my Apple storage as I kept playing with the Free and going to a paid service to backup my Apple iPhone.  I did ask if Apple had anyway to restore other Apple devices from other machines.  Apple stated no and if it is not saved in the cloud, there is no way to recover it.

I donated to Boston Public Library based on utilizing their resources, and donated to St. Francis House and Massachusetts General Hospital.

I am grateful for all the attorneys and judges, who did attempt to educate me the other way through the responses and consulting.  As I have come to terms, I did not go to school or obtain the debt to enter that field of work.  The efiling judicial systems was very helpful and efficient, even though I showed up to United States District Court of Eastern Massachusetts almost every one (1) or two (2) weeks filing something.

I opened my electronic accounts with Massachusetts Department of Revenue.

I saw The Matrix Resurrections at AMC Theatres.

I got my COVID-19 third vaccination from McInnis Health Clinic (Boston HealthCare for the Homeless Program).

The emails discontinued from Pastor Tom Johnson, St. Luke Lutheran Church, but I just checked an old email.  He is still posting the sermons and messages.  I am in tune with Pastor Joel and Victoria Osteen Ministries after disconnecting and removing membership from First Baptist Church of the City of Washington.

I purchased a protein bar from the Vengo new type of gym canteen.

United States Postal Service and Federal Express was getting plenty of delivery, package, and mail traffic.

I registered for Microsoft Ignite to learn what was happening with Microsoft technologies.

I retrieved District of Columbia Certificate of Good Standing for my small business, when Catalant needed it for my profile.

Bank of America Advisory Panel still trying to inquire where all the money is stored to make its product and services better, or take advantage of BOA services.

I had to synchronize Boston Housing Authority Leased Department and Public Housing, when they were requesting the same documents.

Gilbert Indoor Range reminders let me know I need to obtain my Massachusetts plus Multi State Concealed Carry or Open Carry Gun license.

After all this, Happy Diwali, Happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas, Feliz Navidad, Happy Kwanzaa, and Happy New Year.