Journal Entry #66 - Adventurous Springtime Work with Repetitive Activities, but Major Reflections

 JOURNAL ENTRY #66

Name: Manley M Collins

Social Security Number: 5 7 9 – * * – 6 5 4 1

Date of Birth: 06/21

Place of Birth: Washington, District of Columbia

Country of Birth: United States of America

Date: March 1, 2021

TOPIC: Adventurous Springtime Work with Repetitive Activities, but Major Reflections

It is very cold in Massachusetts.  This is a big temperature difference from the Southeast and Mid-Atlantic.  It does not feel like the MidWest, but it had the same concept for lasting an entire six (6) months. For Federal Express and Boston Public Health Commission, I was getting United States Equal Employment Opportunity Commission involved.  I bought a new Lenovo laptop with the IRS pandemic money, which I desperately needed.  Massachusetts started a unique avenue of cash flow with surveys, discussion panels, and focus groups.  I paid my incorporation fees to Washington, District of Columbia since it is headquartered there now for my American operations.  I actively started using my family name, "Marvell," to change the element of those who grew up with me, and become my own independent person and thinker.  This post is the largest reflection of how life attempted to keep me scatterbrain and lack focus.

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Therapy and Psychiatrist with Arbour Counseling Services topics were

(Previous Journal topics - I just was repeating them to new people verbally)

Birthdays

Separation

Black History events

COVID-19 2nd dose

Work and talk with Federal Express manager

PPP loan

Psychic, Premonition, and Vision

Good news at part time (with manager's feedback in the system)

More CDC COVID-19 freedoms. A Merck pill

Medication and unconscious mind at the shelter

Some actions at shelter - one exchanging beds, plastic gloves came off  without reason, same thing happened when I was not moving at aunt's house, taking one shoe off and the other on.

Stressed or racing thoughts or just moving around, running, moving from gym to gym or city to city, light head spin.

FDA documents

South Carolina, Massachusetts, District of Columbia, New York, Connecticut, Illinois

Now the side effects decided to come out.

Events happened before medicine

Mother did lorazpine at high dosage

Depressed Thursday, March 25, 2021 based on eating binge.

Discuss Truvada and Cialis

PTSD - suppression of accidents and incidents coming out later

Surveys and marketing feedback - expecting change or something deliberately done

No social security disability after two tries when the most of the conditions happened

Vaccinations - HPV, Hepatitis B, Hepatitis A, Pneumonia, Meningitis, etc.

Testing for Tuberculosis (TB)

Hepatitis C cure

Side effects from documents

Truvada side effects - too much lactic acid, liver problems, kidney disease, tiredness, vomiting or diarrhea, fever, joint or muscle aches, headache, rash, night sweats, enlarged lymph nodes around neck or groin

Cialis side effects - cardiovascular, prolonged erection, eye problems, hearing loss, renal impairment, hepatic impairment, alcohol, headache, dyspepsia, back pain, myalgia, nasal congestion, flushing, pain in limb, UTI, diarrhea, cough, gastroesophageal reflux disease, abdominal pain, upper respiratory tract infection, no adverse effects on sperm morphology or sperm motility, or fertility

Debunked theory of memory loss.

Saw the psychology based on what I wear

Message or marketing clothing. The way people operate.

Longing anger towards me for twenty-four hours Monday and Tuesday.

Reconciliation with not becoming someone - not from my schools, not from my family, not from my friends, not from my coworkers.

Hugging from growing up

Latin America community of migrants

Asian-Americans and Middle East doing babies and children

Money - made money, stocks, 401K, never meant to ever keep it, life takes it, lottery same thing, multilevel marketing, sales, detection of money - all companies hawking like I am supposed to give them something, but no recognition on what I already purchased, paid and loyalty.

Question: if money is given another way, is that seen as a campaign contribution? Or supporting another career?

Question: for all bills created and owed to request the company to hire me to pay bill?

Question:  am I wrong for suing organizations or people for creating big bill? And there is no benefit? or employment?

Republicans rhetoric - misconstruing truths and dishonesty to hold power.  I remember that party was not like that until Trump dug into something hidden and unaddressed for a long time.

Discrete math - I have never seen such crazy math....mixed up numbers not following sequence and hopefully arrive at the same answer or destination.

Crabwalk vehicles - Mercedes AVTR and GMC Hummer EV

More gratefulness and thanking myself, cherish the moments.

Listened to a Nike+ Running Club Guided Run - Mindfulness

Question:  I guess on self-confidence and good looks, why did I attempt to pursue Hollywood and joined the SAG-AFTRA union?

Question:  why did I have the desire to be an Olympian or spectator based on sports, my track athleticism but I was set with bills and problems that needed support of money?  Two missed Penn Relay events - SCSU and Potomac Valley Track club?  High school injury torn or sprained hamstring normally when not warming up properly.

Team USA looking for regular people through social media for the team members.  I applied before the pandemic, but the only opportunities were the bobsled team for Winter Olympics. Company (Nike, Reebok, Adidas, Puma, AT&T, NBC, Bank of America, etc.) sponsors only picked up the best go give them money to survive.  I own the sport as my passion, the sport is me, I desire the sport, when things happen I return to the sport, and  as of right now nothing is left except the sport. I even coached kids.

Question:  with sex being my vice or thing, why did I get the desire to be a stripper, escort, or chippendale dancer?

Question:  why do I have the desire to become Mr. Classic Olympia when my body is nowhere near any of those who trained for years or decades?  I saw the bodybuilder since the 90s and see them now.  I desired to be a bodybuilder when I was younger, but now it is fat.  Now, I am training to go back to my appropriate BMI index weight.

African-American or dark skinned Indians assaults. Boston Police HQ reports available - Ruggles station.  Federal Express shooting in Indianapolis.

Question: at the gym, there were dance groups - Culture Shock, etc., why I wanted to be a dancer?  The Filipino group, Culture Shock, competed.  I love to dance whenever there is a good beat. I even auditioned for rapper Shawnna, and singer Beyoncé, Dangerously in Love tour.

Other situations: work, police escort into shelter

Working on lawsuits

Anger pressure for not doing or stopping everything.

Awkward working environment

Met a profession and refreshing time during discussion.

Disconnected a lot of old Boston folks.

Job market trying to get serious now.

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Other topics from first quarter of 2021:

I applied for the Harvard University Chief Information Officer (CIO) position, but a white, female woman was selected.

I applied to the Higher Education Jobs for New York system of universities.  However, I applied for executive positions, but during the pre-screening or interview, I asked questions regarding that if I needed to be in education to get the role?  The answer was yes (twice from two different interviewers).  I unexpectedly spoke with the President Emeritus of Charleston Southern University (Charleston, South Carolina), who participates in the hiring process for other universities and colleges.

I applied again with the United States Department of Education for Income-Sensitive Repayment Plans with Great Lakes and EdFinancial/IDAPP.  I kept trying to make some type of payment, but life keeps me from paying them.  I continued to file my Free Application for Federal Student Aid (FAFSA) to keep the information updated and fresh.

I started my UberEats and DoorDash adventure with BlueBikes across the Greater Boston metro area exploring all the neighborhoods, North, South, East, and West.  It was super fun, stressful, and enjoyable.  However, Uber was still pushing notifications to get a car or vehicle.  Lyft, owner of Boston's BlueBikes and New York's Citibikes, was doing the same thing pushing for a vehicle.

I signed up for credible research groups in the Boston area.

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I discussed with Federal Express Human Resources regarding my days off, such as June 20 and 21, 2021 personal days, July 5, 2021 float holiday, September 6, 2021 float holiday, April 4 and 5, 2021 as float holidays, May 27, 2021 personal holiday, March 28, 2021 personal day, vacation days off was April 24-30, 2022 and June 27-28, 2021 personal days.  Unfortunately, due to the incidents happened at work, I was dismissed for telling in May 2021.

1. Plaintiff filed a Boston Police Report #212023808 on April 13, 2021 (Exhibit B).

2. Garrett Sexton helped Plaintiff to file a Federal Express Corporate Workplace Violence report #C-11085290-F3F8V2 on April 13, 2021 approximately 7:30 pm EST with Fred (another FedEx manager as witness).  Mr. Sexton also took the initial written statement and sent it to FedEx Corporate Human Resources.

3. Plaintiff filed an FedEx EEOC report #175392 on April 13, 2021 approximately 8:30 pm EST.  Plaintiff was discriminated against performing his job correctly and safely because of Plaintiff's color, ethnicity, age, sex, and race.  Plaintiff is apart of the American history of those born from slave ancestors and America's violence against African-Americans.  Defendants tried to intimidate Plaintiff since he was male and should be able to take whatever the Defendants dish out without telling.  All Defendants assume as stereotypical, black male I should be fighting back or act out of character based on history of domestic violence, PTSD, and sexual violence.

4. Plaintiff filed Massachusetts State Police report #2021-0F1-016855 on April 15, 2021.  Plaintiff requested copy or Officer's business card.  Nothing nor instructions was provided.

5. Plaintiff met with FedEx corporate security officers and corporate attorney, April 20, 2021, from 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm at 142 Harborside Drive, Boston, Massachusetts USA.  Meeting was recorded by Federal Express.

6. Plaintiff filed a United States Equal Employment Office Commission Inquiry report #523-2021-01266 on April 24, 2021 at 4:29 pm.  Plaintiff has spoke with Edward Ostolski, Anthony Pino, and Marc Hawley regarding discrimination.  Plaintiff also discussed continued retaliation by defendants for telling and communicating out all incidents, assaults, and battery.

7. Plaintiff plan to file work harassment restraining orders against existing individual human Defendants, and any new participants in the assaults and battery, and discrimination.

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My situation with Boston Public Health Commission 112 Southampton Street Shelter.  This situation created and reflected back that I had to leave or run.  Yes, I am still fighting.  I have not yet returned to Southampton Street Shelter

10. The third incident date is Monday, April 12, 2021.

11. Action from BPHC Employees at security checkpoint on Monday, April 12, 2021.

a.  Description of BPHC individuals from third incident.

1. Black (African-American) male, large/heavy set, 5'9”, 300 lbs or more, yellow safety vest, security wand and x-ray person, dark eyes, black hair in cornrows, BPHC employee

      b.  Witness of Plaintiff for third incident.

1. Black (Haitian male), short dreaded flat top hair, 5'5” yellow safety vest, BPHC Employee performing the duties of initial check-in of BPHC client identification.

12. Description of the activity from third incident date on  Monday, April 12, 2021.

a.  Plaintiff arrived to 112 Southampton on April 12, 2021 approximately 12:50 am.  Plaintiff checked-in or got his BPHC card scanned by black Haitian, medium build described as Witness (11.b.1.).  Plaintiff proceeded to security checkpoint.  Plaintiff sent his bag through x-ray machine.  Large, black, BPHC employee male (described in 11.a.1.) stated come through the body scan.  The large, black, BPHC employee male (described in 11.a.1.) proceeded to scan/wand the front of my body and went down to and wacked Plaintiff's right calf leg hard.  Plaintiff turned around as directed and the same BPHC employee proceeded to scan/wand the back of my body.  The large, black male went down to Plaintiff's left calf leg and wacked it in a similar position as the right leg.  Once he was done, he landed his hand on Plaintiff's shoulder and bore his entire weight down.  It was not authorized to touch Plaintiff in any form.  A Boston Police report #212023803 was filed for assault and battery (Evidence Exhibit B).   

13. The fourth incident date is Monday, April 19, 2021 approximately 12:01 am to 1:30 am.

14. Action from BPHC Employees at security checkpoint on Monday, April 19, 2021.

a.  Description of BPHC individuals from fourth incident.

1. Black (African-American) male, supervisor maybe, slender, 5'8”, 180 lbs, sits at check-in, blue hoodie normally, no safety vest, black hair, haircut very low, dark

15. Description of the activity from fourth incident date on April 19, 2021.

a. I proceeded through the security checkpoint and coming out of his check-in office was the black male described in 14.a.1., 8.a.3, and 5.a.2..  He proceeded to security wand me and swiped close down my legs to ensure I felt the wand.

16. The fifth incident date is Monday, April 19, 2021 approximately 11:00 pm to 11:59 pm.

17. Action from BPHC Employees and BPHC Police at security checkpoint on  Monday, April 19, 2021.

a.  Description of BPHC individuals from fifth incident.

1. Black (African-American/Haitian), middle age woman, attempts to act friendly, island dialect/accent, shoulder length hair or wig, wears African garments, yellow vest.

b.  Witness of Plaintiff for fifth incident.

1. BPHC, Caucasian, police officer, slender build, blond hair and curly.

c.  Evidence of BPHC employee is a photo submitted as evidence Exhibit C.

8. Description of the activity from fifth incident date on April 19, 2021.

a.   Plaintiff arrive to 112 Southampton and African-American/Haitian female was performing initial door check-in (described in 17.a.1. and in photo evidence) and security checkpoint was being performed by large black male from second incident (described 11.a.1).  The large black male, BPHC employee decided to leave the security checkpoint and ask the door check-in female to perform the security checkpoint.  The African-American female performed the bag x-ray.  The same African-American/Haitian female proceeded to perform security wanding.  While security wanding, the Caucasian BPHC police officer exits building and turned around somewhere and comes back in.  Plaintiff turned around facing the glass doors entryway (BPHC white police officer comes in) and BPHC employee female wands the back of Plaintiff, but hits Plaintiff in the head with the security wand.  

b.  Plaintiff attempted to report African-American/Haitian female on April 22, 2021 through 911.

9. On April 14, 2021, Plaintiff submitted three grievances to the Boston Public Health Commission.

10. On April 22, 2021 at 1:30 am, Plaintiff called 911 to report another assault incident and to be escorted into the 112 Southampton shelter and get through security without incident.  Two Caucasian male police officers reported for duty and escorted the plaintiff into 112 Southampton.  Plaintiff informed BPHC employee to be careful with wand.

11. On April 26, 2021 at 10:30 am, Plaintiff met with Diniz Alves, a Director of the 112 Southampton Shelter to discuss all incidents and grievances.

12. Plaintiff reserves the right under the First Amendment of the United States Constitution to make original complaint and responses public for all current and future American generations.