Tuesday, July 05, 2016

Journal Entry #4 - Loss, Grief, Emotions



JOURNAL ENTRY #4

Name: Manley M Collins
Social Security Number:  5 7 9 - * * - 6 5 4 1
Date of Birth:  06/21
Place of Birth:  Washington, District of Columbia
Country of Birth:  United States of America
Date: June 24, 2016

Topics: Re-hash LOSS, GRIEF, and Current Emotions
English Language:  Nouns


Loss of PEOPLE Report:
These are the people that were closest to me during my upbringing.
The Late Barbara A. Collins (mother)(1999)
The Late Ruthie M. Collins President (grandmother)(1997)
The Late Jacob President (granddad)
The Late Annie Collins (did not really know)
The Late Benjamin Collins (US Army)(did not really know except as builder of Green House in SC)
The Late Laura Too/Tew (did not really know)
The Late Gertrude Nelson (grandmother)
The Late Jimmy Nelson (uncle)
The Late Samuel Mack Sr (granddad)
The Late Ethel Mack (aunt)
The Late Lucille Butler Gould (grandmother)
The Late Estella Nolen (grandmother - did not really know - unnamed family)
The Late Henry Nolen (granddad - did not really know - unnamed family)
The Late Rosa Lee Ravenell (station wagon or pick up truck to USDA summer food program at Mt. Nebo UM Church)
The Late Rev. Paul Shepherd (pastor of Greenland Baptist Church)
The Late Ronald Jones (stepfather)
The Late Aaliyah Dana Haughton (one of my favorite singers and just celebrated her new album at Clark-Atlanta University homecoming)

#sadness

#tears

#loss

#crying

#grief

#emotions

#anger


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JOURNAL ENTRY #4

Name: Manley M Collins
Social Security Number:  5 7 9 - * * - 6 5 4 1
Date of Birth:  06/21
Place of Birth:  Washington, District of Columbia
Country of Birth:  United States of America
Date: June 24, 2016

Topics: Re-hash LOSS, GRIEF, and Current Emotions
English Language:  Nouns

Loss of PLACES Report:
Even though I am recycling the addresses, what was at the property was lost in transit or never made its destination or never returned to me.

State of Georgia
2929 North DeKalb Drive, Apt 204, Atlanta, Georgia 30340 USA
2448 Wynsley Way, Tucker, Georgia 30084 USA

State of South Carolina
221 Benjamin E. Mays Hall One, Orangeburg, South Carolina 29117
285 Big Woods Road, Pineville, SC 29468-9728 USA (Three homes at this address)
Route 1, Box 181, Pineville, SC 29468
HC 61 Box 181, Pineville, SC 29468

District of Columbia (City of Washington)
3900 4th St SE, Washington, DC
3514 Commodore Joshua Barney Dr NE, Apt 104, Washington, DC 20018
455 Massachusetts Ave NW, Ste 161, Washington, DC 20001
220 Allison St NW, Apt 201, Washington, DC 20011-7357 USA
3222 Theodore R Hagans Dr NE, Washington, DC 20018 USA
307 Rock Creek Church Rd NW, Washington, DC 20011 USA

State of Illinois
1100 North LaSalle Blvd, Apt 701, Chicago, IL 60610
27 N Wacker Dr, Ste 410, Chicago, IL 60606

State of New York
1 Penn Plaza, Apt 6254, New York, NY 10119
100 1/2 West 127th St, New York, NY (The Atkins [Jewish] - new process starting)

State of Connecticut
91 Elm St, Ste 203E, Manchester, CT 06040
11 Knollwood Road, Norwalk, CT (The Davenports [Catholic] - new process starting)

State of Maryland
720 Audrey Lane, Oxon Hill, MD (not mines)
14113 Spring Branch Road, Upper Marlboro, MD (not mines)

#sadness

#tears

#loss

#crying

#grief

#emotions

#anger

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JOURNAL ENTRY #4

Name: Manley M Collins
Social Security Number:  5 7 9 - * * - 6 5 4 1
Date of Birth:  06/21
Place of Birth:  Washington, District of Columbia
Country of Birth:  United States of America
Date: June 24, 2016

Topics: Re-hash LOSS, GRIEF, and Current Emotions
English Language:  Nouns

Loss of THINGS Report:
April 3, 2016 - loss the following in the State of Illinois (on file Chicago Police Department)
1. Consumable Goods
   1a. Condoms
   1b. Lube
   1c. Dental Dam
   1d. Degree Deodorant (1 unused)
   1e. Colgate toothpaste (2 boxes unused)
   1f. Centrum Multivitamin in compartment of Rockland duffle bag
   1g. Schiff Digestive Health gummy vitamins
   1h. Bayer Aspirin
   1i. Medication only prescribed for the dealer/owner of bags
2. Swim Gear
   2a. Goggles
   2b. Swim Caps
3. Water Bottles
   3a. Amazon MKE5 Warehouse Orientation Bottle
   3b. University of Phoenix water bottle
4. Summer Wardrobe
   4a. Pink polo vest
   4b. Kenneth Cole Plaid shorts and blue short sleeve shirt
   4c. Jean shorts
   4d. Equinox NYC body shirt and cap
   4f. Planet Fitness black orientation shirt
   4g. Dunkin Donuts cap and t-shirt
   4h. Other caps/lids
   4i. Plenty of underwear.
   4j. Sandals
   4k. Elmo / Sesame Street Place cap
5. White Shirts and Slacks
   5a. Kenneth Cole, Express, DKNY, and regular white shirts.
   5b. Kenneth Cole, Alfani, Express black or grey slacks.
   5c. Brand new Tata Consultancy polo shirt
   5d. Brand new ties (approximately 35 total)
6. Suits
   6a. Grey suit
   6b. Two single button black suits.
   6c. One double breasted black suit.
7. Shoes
   7a. Cole Haan brown shoes - Nike+Air type of sole
   7b. Cole Haan boots - laces up
   7c. Cole Haan dress shoes - laces up
8. Bags
   8a. Rockland Duffle 40" Bag - (150 lbs)
   8b. Black Armani Bag (contained most of the Sheriff Association, hard copy of other government issued identification documents, and legal matter communications)
   8c. Tata Consultancy Services black and blue strolley
   8d. Black tablet and Samsung T-Mobile hotspot messenger bag
   8e. American Tourist Blue wheeled luggage bag (contacted most of Walt Disney World and other amusement park ventures)
9. Bibles
   9a. Purple bible (given to me as a gift during high school graduation process).
   9b. Brown bible - King James Version (given by mother and signed by mother)
10. Gold Band from Tiffany's (still in box and engraved)
11. San Francisco light blue hat.
12. New York City maroon heavy wool scarf
13. Three pairs of gloves (one ski type glove, one bike glove, and one Wisconsin Green Bay glove)
14. Burberry patterned scarf
15. Compact Photo / Picture Discs (all amusement parks, holiday photos, selfies and professional photos, and Walt Disney World) and hard copy photos.
16. Apple Mac Mini (along with keyboard and mouse)
17. College paraphernalia (Harvard, Yale, University of Phoenix, and Keller Graduate School)
18. Earrings (5 pairs of different size studs from Macy's)
19. Two sets of keys containing information from every library and every grocery store across the Midwest, Northeast, Mid-Atlantic, and Southeast.
20. LaCie storage drives (250GB, 500GB, and 5TB)
21. Two Zara sportcoats - one brown and the other black/white plaid
22. LA Lakers 23 Jersey with "Collins" on it.
23. NY Giants 40 Jersey with "Collins" on it.
24. Sexual materials - underwear or stripper costumes, penthouse model vagina and anal playtoy, dvds, finger condoms, prostate vibrator and massager, etc.
25. Large umbrella

Not on file:
1. TCS New York City Marathon pack with t-shirts (I had to move right before the event, paid for the event and run, recently trained with Dashing Whippets to run at least 13.5 miles)
2. While traveling during MCI WorldCom deployment in the Midwest, lost 14K gold name rope chain with "Manley" on it and a herringbone necklace.
3. iPhone 3 - State of Maryland, Prince Georges County, Upper Marlboro library
4. Two iPhone 4s - State of New York (Redline #1)
5. Nokia N8 - State of New York (MTA #4 bus)

Transportation:
1. 1997 White Ford Escort
2. 1999 Red Ford Escort
3. 1999 Black Jeep Grand Cherokee
4. 1997 Black Ford Expedition
5. 2007 Black Mercedes Benz C230
6. Schwinn BMX Bike
7. Huffy 20" Bike

PODS (first major loss of everything to State of New Jersey - 299 Mill Road, Edison, NJ 08837) (First police report - rejected):
1. Money - US Treasury Bonds - $10 to $100 from H.S. to present
2. Tools - Keys to Filing cabinet and various locks
3. Household Goods - glasslike plates and saucers. white opaque plates and saucers
4. Household Goods - glasslike glasses, mugs, champagne/wine flutes. white opaque glasses, mugs
5. Household Goods - glasslike mini bowls and regular size bowls. other colored regular bowls.
6. Other - McGraw Hill GMAT Books, GRE Books, College Textbooks, All SCSU and Cross High yearbooks.
7. Computer Hardware/software - Windows operating system software, office software, project software
8. Binders - South Carolina State 3 ring binders (some blue, some maroon, some black).
9. Cuisinart Pots and Pans.
10. WinCo Silver/Aluminum Forks, knives, mixers, large spoons, spatulas, etc.
11. Pyrex baking square, baking rectangle, dome mixing bowls.
12. Office Depot two shelf file cabinet containing bonds and other mementos.
13. Steelmaster petty cash safe.
14. Office Depot/Staples folding bookshelf (Three of them)
15. IBM Aptiva Computer with keyboards and mice.
16. Clothing
    16a. Banana Republic black, tan, dark brown, blue slacks.
    16b. Banana Republic various colors shirts.
    16c. Italian blue, brown, pinstriped suits.
    16d. Polo/Ralph Lauren Short Sleeve shirts (purple, yellow, red, blue, white, green)
    16e. Sweaters - Hilfiger, Kenneth Cole - white, grey, and red turtlenecks.
    16f. DKNY, Trump, Kenneth Cole white shirts
    16g. Ecko, Sean Jean, Rocawear hats
    16h. Ecko, Sean Jean, Rocawear, Levi jeans
    16i. Charitable clothing, Athletic gear, thermal gear clothing, Nike clothing
    16j. Ecko, Speedo, Swimming Trunks, Rocawear, Kenneth Cole, Sean Jean shorts
    16k. Puma, SC State, Champion, Nike, Adidas, Sean Jean sweatpants and sweatshirts
    16l. 2xist, Hanes, Fruit Of the Loom underwear of boxers, boxer briefs, tees, V-neck, non v-necks, socks
    16m. Nike, Aldo, Puma, Timberland shoes and boots.
    16n. Charlotte Hornets jacket, Nike jackets, NorthFace ski gear, NorthFace Parka jacket, NorthFace small jacket, NorthFace Hat and Headband.
    16o. S&K Menswear suits, suspenders, ties, and suits to match SGA peers.
    16p. USATF athletic gear and Olympic gear.
17. Bedroom Items
    17a. Freeflowing waterbed with headboard (brown cherrywood).
18. Bathroom Items
    18a. Toothpaste, Toothbrushes, Eyelash Curler, Hair Brush, Combs, Toenail Clipper, Fingernail clipper, hair trimmers, bath and body lotions, lube, condoms, etc.
    18b. Toothbrush holder, soap holder, shower curtain with palm trees, matching trash can.
    18c. Automatic foot pedal trash cans, toilet bowl covers for lids and wrap around.
19. Living room Items
    19a. 2-Section Lounge Chair (black leather)
    19b. 3-Section Lounge Chair (black leather)
    19c. Coffee Tables (black frame and legs with a black and grey marble glass with gold trim)
    19d. Gold lamp (six foot tall gold/brass lamp w/ five (5) individual branches from midsection)
20. Dining room items
    20a. Smoke Glass Table
    20b. Six (6) brass rail/armed chairs
    20c. Double Column brass base
21. Weider home gym/bench with 350lbs in weights
22. Keller Graduate School of Management Diploma and Custom Frame
23. Herff Jones - South Carolina State University Diploma and Custom Frame
24. Herff Jones - SC State Class of 1998 Ring and Cross High Class of 1994 Ring
25. Herff Jones - Cross High School of 1994 Diploma Cover, Cap, Gown, and Honors Shawl
26. Canon CanoScan Flatbed Scanner
27. Canon Bubble Printer (made for traveling/portable)
28. Sanyo 13" Black Television
29. Sony, IBM, Creative Speakers for TV, Computer and soundsystem
30. Sony 11" Vaio Grey Laptop
31. AT&T, Bellsouth, Alcatel, Verizon Caller ID devices, internet modems, cellphones, etc.
32. Patio Set
    32a. Four white chairs w/ plastic straps
    32b. Frosted glass table
    32c. Rose/Flower pillows
33. Eastbay / USATF Starting Blocks
34. Photos - Family Members (Large 11x17 photo of family, 8x10s of family, and possible wallets of family)
35. Paddles - Customer paddle made high school. Has my name and "Smiley" on it.
36. Walmart/Black and Decker Ironing Board and Iron
37. Colognes - Burberry, Armani, Dolce and Gabbana, Polo, Izzy Miyake, etc.
38. Several broken (battery needed) watches
39. From 1998 to 2008 DVD and CD collection of music and movies.
40. Futon mattress
41. Tri-fold futon
42. Greek paraphernalia, paddles, and mementos.
43. Suzuki Hayabusa helmet and jacket
44. CD and DVD Player
45. College room-size microwave
46. Aveda facial cleansers, facial lotion, shampoo and conditioner, facial exfoliate.
47. Luggage Rack

Nike Bag Stolen (State of New York police report - McDonalds Harlem on midsection of 125th):
1. Braun Oral B Automatic/Electronic Toothbrush.
2. Braun Series 9 Electric Shaver
3. 15" MacBook Pro
4. Nike workout gear
5. Nike blue and black back with white Nike swoosh

New York - Public Storage Unit / Connecticut - Mercedes-Benz
1. Futon Mattress
2. Tri-fold Futon
3. Another set of mementos
4. Tumi Backpack
5. Green blanket/comforter set with waterbed.
6. Two (2) new white laundry baskets - one oval basket and the other rectangle
7. University of Phoenix textbooks and recommended books.
8. P90X stretch and resistance bands
10. Weider weights and arm curlers
11. Philadelphia 24-Hour Laundry Bag
12. Bissell Power Vacuum and Floor Shampooer
13. Dustpans and broom
14. Shovel
15. Ice Pick/Chipper
16. Sleeping Bag

#sadness

#tears

#loss

#crying

#grief

#emotions

#anger


CURRENT EMOTIONS REPORT: Still angry; spill and tell everything.

















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